I Hate You
You have came into my life ever since I was a child. You came after an incident I met. Ever since, you have plagued my life. You are like my dark secret that haunt me every now and then. Never ever dare to tell others your presence as I know they will never like you. (either do I) I thought I could get rid of you but no you never leave. You introduce me to your friends as well. And seriously, I do not get along with them.
And over the years, you gradually disappear. But when I thought so, I realized you are still there, just that you have changed. Changed into someone more terrifying, bringing more friends with you along. I hate it and hate how you have been haunting my life. Worse of all, you challenged me by appearing in public. I felt I no longer can keep you in wrap. But I know letting you out in public would meant that others will view me differently. I do not want that to happen. After getting some help from my own friend, I get rid of you for a moment.
Then, life start to get a little different and you decided to pay me a visit back. And now, I no longer have my friend's help. You took advantage of the situation and push me to the corner and making me to do what you want. Making a whole of misery in my life. I breakdown and decided to get some professional help to get rid of you.
With the help, I manage to scare you. But it was all temporary. You are back haunting me again every now and then. Now, I fear that you will haunt me forever, affecting my work, studies and my entire life.