Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

The arrangement that I made with my husband 4 yrs ago when we got married was that I could have affairs with one or more partners, whenever I wanted, and he could have none. So, as you can tell, I'm the dominant one in our relationship (I wouldn't have married him otherwise, and he knows it). At first, I dated a healthy mix of whites, blacks, asians and latinos. But in the last year, I have dated only blacks. I haven't attempted to get knocked up, but I hadn't really thought of it as a ** thing to do until reading these posts of yours here. Now.......I'm going to have to give it much more careful thought. How could I not?

Many men agree to an arrangement like yours and love it. But i have never quite understood why they do that. You are a lucky lady and am sure you cherish what you have, and pleasurably enjoy the sexual freedom and variety of men. I am assuming you have no kids with hubby yet? So when he knows you out with some guy,what goes through his mind?If he is that submissive to you,I think he will most likely help you raise the bi-racial child and love it.

I think men enter into these marriages for different reasons. Some don't want to deal with the pressure and expectation of a wife demanding ** and getting pissy if it doesn't happen: with this arrangement, the husband can say that the wife has carte blanche to get herself satisfied outside the house without bothering him or being a ** about it. Others only want the eye candy or the trophy and don't care about the **. In my husband's case, which may be the majority, he knows that what he gets when I'm at home and in his bed is better than ANYTHING he's ever gotten, and he does NOT want to lose access to the good **, because otherwise he'd be resigned to ** something vastly inferior: my husband knows there's nothing better out there (for him) and he doesn't want to get cut off. We don't have children yet, and for the very reason you identified: I'm enjoying my sexual freedom and a variety of men (though lately, all BLACK men, God bless them). I don't know precisely what he thinks when I'm out on a date, but it may be two things: (a) my infidelity is very humbling to him, it makes him feel inadequate, and it keeps him in line; and (b) he may very well be secretly enjoying the idea of being married to such an incredible sexual specimen, desired -- and had -- by so many men (some of whom he actually knows). Those thoughts are self-serving, of course, but I think they're likely. For all those reasons, I think the answer to your last question is probably yes: he would appear on the baby's birth certificate and be its father in every way except biological. The only flaw in that reasoning is that, if the bio-father is the black man I would choose if I chose today, that man would insist on taking a role in raising our child and I would want that. I've only started thinking about this, so no decisions have been made, but I think that certain man would be a decent father, and I would love having him in my life -- and between my legs -- for the long haul.

I spent most of my 42 years thinking I would never be with a black man. Then, about 10 months ago, I was seduced (beautifully and skillfully) by a wonderful young (VERY young) black man, and I have been involved in an incredibly torrid affair with him ever since (I never knew such feelings existed). Now, I am at the point where I am considering having a child for him. Perhaps more than one. I've come a very long way in a very short time. You may say I am too old, but I've already reached the planning stages of the pregnancy (or pregnancies) which may come: I've been to my ob-gyn and she has pronounced me more than healthy enough to do this. And my young lover is totally on board: he even went to the doctor with me. My husband, as you would expect, knows nothing of this. I can't say that I am definitely going to do it, but I can say that I want it and that I am preparing myself -- and my bull (OMFG, how I just LOVE that word, "bull") -- for the process. I expect that I am not the only woman my age with these desires. And I expect there is one for you out there, somewhere, perhaps next door to you, aching for your ** and your seed. Aching. And utterly ready for both.

You such a lucky wife and woman! Are you still on the pill? Did the ob-gyn prescribe you anything?How old are your other kids? What would hubby do in this case? You have made tremendous planning and I have a feeling if this can happen,its going to happen. As I always mention,it could also cost you your marriage and life as you know it. That is not to cause you fear but its a fact of life.Indeed you not the only married or woman in your age group craving children,more so bi-racial ones. Many have gotten pregnant and reported so on this blog-amazing. I have been keeping my eyes open but I have scored with any. I saw a white girl yesterday(I did say hi to her) heading upstairs. She had a nice thick booty and I could not help but wonder if she could let me knock her up.In your case,everything is lined up. you gonna get what you want and deserve.Enjoy and share the details with us please.

Thanks for your response, I greatly appreciate it. Yes, I'm still taking birth control, but may soon stop. My black man and I are still discussing timing. The more I am with this young man, the more attached I become and the more attached I want to be. A baby would connect us forever. No, my doctor prescribed no fertility drugs, but she said she could do that if we wanted to attempt multiple births. I'm not at the point yet where that's something I would do, but my bull would love that, he says, and he frequently raises it in our discussions about the family. He is living with a younger white girl and she's "not ready" for children (she still IS one, I think), which plays right into my hands, I believe, although I'd never say that to him. You asked about my husband and my risk profile there. I think the risk of my "outside" pregnancy ending my marriage is probably small: I have always been able to manipulate men, and my husband in particular. So I think I can control that variable, when the time comes. Yes, I've read many many of the comments here from women around my age who have craved black babies and then had them. There's one in particular that I found so fascinating, and so sensual, a white mother who was attempting to convince her married white daughter to leave her white husband, and also terminate an early pregnancy by him, in order to return to a massively-hung black lover she had before she got married. The mother (apparently) ended up with the black lover HERSELF, and (I assume) got pregnant by him before the daughter left her marriage to go to the same man and begin a family with him. That mother was surely an inspiration to a lot of white women. The world is certainly a loving and interesting and sexual and beautiful place, is it not? That's why I think you'll find exactly the right woman. Or girl. :)

Just curious if you have ever directly participated in cuckolding a white husband with one (or more?) of the married white women who cheated with you. I think it is about to happen in my marriage and I just wondered what I should expect to happen. My wife says it won't happen, but I suspect it's going to happen.

I was lucky to share a few married women with their husbands,but I never cuckold any of them,thats actually a word I learned within the last couple of years I think. I probably could have done it,but either had no knowledge of it or interest. Why are you saying its about to happen in your marriage? I will let those who know more about cuckolding to respond.

For that past few years my wife occasionally has dated a few black men. She doesn't date often but it looks like she's kind of gotten serious with one of them and excluded the others. I haven't ever met any of her lovers but this guy has gotten bold, phoning the house (instead of her cell) and picking her up at the house (she goes out to the car, he doesn't come in) and she has allowed herself to occasionally be seen out with him on dates, which she never did before with any of her men, white or black or latin. It just seems like she's bringing him closer and closer and closer to our home and into some kind of ongoing humiliation of me. She says no, but I know she's capable of taking charge and ordering me around using her sexuality. I hope you or your contributors can offer some insights about what is happening and what may happen next. I don't know how far I can go, but I'd like to have a feeling for what to expect. Thank you.

My wife has been ruined by her black lovers. She's totally lost her sense of sexual morality and public decency (she used to hide her marital infidelity, now she flaunts it), her sexual appetites are way out of control (she can't get enough black ** in her), and her ** has been stretched out so much that I can't even please her anymore (so I don't get it anymore). I'm not criticizing you but, after reading your work here, I suspect you've probably had that same affect on many married white women. So, it seems to me that an extramarital pregnancy would be the next logical step. It hasn't happened within my marriage, at least not yet, but I cannot envision my wife saying "no" if an educated black man proposed knocking her up. I have to believe that other white wives would do likewise. Perhaps you just haven't asked the right white wife yet.

How prepared are you to deal with her impending pregnancy and bi-racial baby?

In the abstract, it seems like something I could handle if it happens. But if it happens, I know the reality will be very different. Still, I have already adjusted to (a) the fact of her marital infidelity, and then the frequency of it, (b) her dating a black man, and then black men, and (c) how blatant (and almost mean) she's become in her dating life, caring nothing for its affect on me. So, perhaps the pregnancy will give me enough time to adjust to the idea of her having black babies and to my raising them for the other men in her life, what she always calls "real" men.

It CAN happen for you. For example, one of my little sisters went black a long time ago and by the time she graduates from high school next June, she will have three black babies (she's pregnant again now).

Such a prolific baby maker is attractive to me! I pray I get Blessed with a woman like her for sure.Yes, I believe the same could happen to me in the near future.

^So true^ for both things. My sister Lily is reeeeeeeally prolific. She loves black men and she loves being pregnant and taking care of babies. It drives our parents insane (particularly our dad), but she seems like a natural. I wish you knew her, I really do, because I think the two of you would love each other instantly. And I know you would be good for her, MUCH more so than the fathers of her babies (those guys are just **), and you would give her stability like she's never had but really needs. But mostly I wish you could see her and see how she is for two reasons. You could see how she is with her kids. But you could also see how she gets black guys around her when she is out in public with her two kids (three by next spring): I've never seen anything in my life like the way this girl attracts blacks. When they see those kids with her it's like she's announcing that she goes black, and the blacks come running to her. It's just her: if I'm around they all just totally ignore me altogether and climb on her. Lily loves the nasty ** attention more than you could imagine. And even though she's more than seven years younger than me, I'm pretty sure she's had more ** than I have. I know for a fact that she started younger than I did (by a lot). Anyway, she's the kind of woman you need to be looking for, and there are plenty out there, even if they haven't had as much experience as Lily has. It will happen for you, just keep looking for a girl like Lily.

Our middle daughter came home from "shopping" (she said) the last weekend with a choker necklace with "BOBO" on it in encrusted diamond chips. She said it was an ironic acronym for rich kids that means "Bourgeoisie Bohemian". It looked it up, because I didn't trust her, and although it does appear to be used that way, I knew that was too high-minded and philosophical for this very, very, very self-centered child. I looked a little while longer and discovered some tattoos on white women where the meaning was "Black Owned, Black Only". I assume that to be why our daughter was wearing it, and that it was given to her by a black man (or black men) she's dating, although her mother and I didn't know she was dating anybody at all. I also assume that the next thing to happen is that she turns up pregnant with a black baby. Her mother says that will never happen (and she is on bc, but she could quit that), though I think it's likely. Is that a thing? The BOBO identification and jewelry? And does it imply breeding, as the girls with the BOBO tattoos seem to be doing? Plus, "breeding" seems to suggest an ongoing, always-pregnant process. Is that the thing now? Keep the whites pregnant with black babies? How would a quiet white teenager become a target for that? And since it doesn't have a particular man's name associated with it, does it mean she's supposed to be available to any black man who asks for ** from her?

I'm not the OP, and I'm not African-American, so my input could well be out of place, but I wanted to offer a thought as background, or perhaps as a caution. From what I've seen, those chokers (most say 'BOBO' like your daughter's, but I've seen several other interracial sexual messages on the necks of young white women, too, some innocuous, but many are deeply sexual and inflammatory and would surely get censored if I included a list) are intended to be seen as collars, like you would put on a dog. And since many African-American men -- not all, but many -- refer to their white female partners as '**', the attire is considered by the wearers (and the ones who collared them) as entirely appropriate. Yes, it implies ownership, or perhaps just declares it outright. So, I think your concerns about your daughter's future, as well as her present, are completely well-founded. If she's not already being 'bred', she soon will be, and then will so remain for as long as she can bear mixed race illegitimate bastards. Although I have to say that it's not likely she was given a BOBO necklace if she isn't already being bred by multiple African-Americans. The 'BOBO' designation is almost never used to refer to a one-man-one-woman relationship: it's used most often to refer to a woman who makes herself, as you indicated, 'available' to any African-American male who approaches her for sexual relations. I wish I had better news for you. I know from personal experience that a pregnancy, as you feared, is likely for the woman who is marked (in ANY way) as 'BOBO'. African-American males don't use that acronym casually: it's serious business. VERY serious. And the white women who carry the emblem are TOTALLY committed to it.

...... "mixed race illegitimate bastards." I found that statement to be extremely offensive.

I'm sorry, I really didn't intend it to offend. I used "**" in the technical sense, but I suppose that's redundant when combined with the word "illegitimate". I was honestly trying to be careful in my choice of words so as to NOT insult anyone, and I apologize for failing in that effort. My intent was just to describe a group of women (apparently growing rapidly in size) who breed themselves to a group of men (also growing in size) for as long as their bodies and reproductive organs will permit that, and to point to the fact that once these women start, they almost never stop. NEVER. Again, my apologies.

I could tell you were being very careful in your wording till that point. Apology accepted.Now we good:).You did make very good points.

My mom is been having a affair with my dads black business partner for over a year. my dad dont know about it. my mom dont know i know about it. she also dont know i am going to take him away from her and i have all ready started it. you all ready helped me with it.

How do you plan to accomplish your goal,why would you desire to ** him from mom?

I kept busting my curfew and my mom took away my tablet and phone so i am going to take away something from her that she loves too. but even more i have been wanting this man anyway on account of him being older than the ones i date and mostly on account of how hung he is which is super ** hung. we have made out sometimes but i have not got that in me yet but i will get it in me really soon like maybe this week when i see him. i cannot ** wait to get him in me and to get him from my mom like permanently. that ** will not treat me like that no more. not any more.

You sound so determined and it sounds like you will not rest till you get this hung guy in you. I am wishing you all the fun and ** in the world. I just ** wait for the updates from you.

Oh my god you are so nice to write and be so nice to me! its amazing. its also amazing that i will be having a whole wekend date with my dads busines partner this weekend! my mom thinks i am spenning the weekend at melodies house. but i am actualy going to be with andrew almost the entire time. he is picking me up at melodieis before her parents get home and we are going to a realy nice hotel up by the river. he will have to go home tonight to his ** family but then he will spend tomorrow night with me and maybe sunday night too then take me to school monday morning. he told me the weekend will be ours and just like its our honeymoon. i really love you for giving me the words into his heart and letting this weekend happen. i told andrew last week that my mom is old and dry and cant give him babies but i would give him as many babies as he wants. i told him anotherthing you said to say to a man in these sitations and that was that my womb is his property. we were at his ofice when i said it and my dad was right next door but andrew got up and close his door and piccked me up and kissed me and fingered me and then he held me up off the ground and started ** me and makeng me say it again over and over that i was going to give him babies and that my womb belonged to him. he said i was too young to understand all that but i said no i meant it and i knew it because i had been with a black man who taught me it all and it was you. he humped harder and harder and he came in the inside of his pants and i squirted on the outside at the same time. he said my mom never squirts and i said to him again that she was too dry for a man like him. i want him to break up with her but i cant ask for thatyet but i will. he said he would bring plenty of condoms this wekend but i said don't you dare that i don't want none of those ever between him and me. its only about 3 hours from now until we leave. i can already feel myself in love. and its because of you.

I am a white woman married to a black man. i knew when i married him that there was no way he could ever be fully faithful to me because so many white women -- even VERY young girls -- throw themselves at him and at black men in general and they are persistent and totally irresistible. we have 2 mixed children ourselves but he has fathered children with other white females. most of the mothers were very young (girls love him desperately) but some of them were married. i dont know how many he has but i know they are out there. i try not to think about him with those girls but i know he still sees some of the mothers and still hooks up a lot of the time. it bothers me but i knew the score when i got involved with him: he is going to ** other people (expecially the young ones) not because he goes looking for the ** but because the ** comes after him constantly. he cant help it. but i guess as long as hes taking care of my needs (and god knows he is) who am i to complain?

Have you ever discussed this issue with him??

We discussed it at length before we got married because i knew he had relationships with a lot of women. in fact he was married to a black woman when we met and so i was one of the "other women" in his life. he flat told me that he had always got a lot of ** and he just could not start turning it down. he told me he would always be discreet and wouldnt intentionally embarrass me but that people were going to see him out with other women from time to time: he said he would try to always be in groups so it wouldnt look like he was sniffing twats. but a part of the problem is that white women and girls LITERALLY throw themselves at him and they will even do that right in front of me. right in front!! like in the movies or at restaurants they just come and get on!!!!!!! he knows all this hurts if i dwell on it. we still talk about it but the situation remains pretty much the same. i realize i am unbelievably lucky to have him and he knows that. i also realize that he cant turn away all the young girls who come after him. mostly i just hate the ones who do it, thinking that they can take him from me in the same way i took him from his black wife. those young ** can really be hard and mean: they just dont care about me or my feelings. they just want my husband and they will do anything to take him from me. sometimes 2 or 3 will even work on him together and try to get him to leave home and come to them. talking with him cant change any of that or make those ** any nicer. like i say: the man takes care of my needs so i shouldnt complain.

You are both so lucky! He sounds like one in a million, with women and girls of all ages throwing themselves at him! What's the youngest he's impregnated? Has he had multiple babies with any of the girls? I think it's so hot that he's also fathered some with married women. How many would you estimate he's fathered in total?

I have three black men who provide me with satisfaction outside my marriage to my very unsatisfying white husband. I love them all, seriously, but there's one in particular who ** in me like no other man ever has. Whenever we're together, I swear to ** God: I leak for like two ** hours after he drops me off to go home. I often sit next to my husband watching TV with Donte's cream still slithering around my insides and draining out of my ** (usually both holes). If my husband ever found out I was getting black-**, he would **. If I ever turned up black-pregnant, he'd ** ON ME. I have to admit after reading these women's life stories that the prospect of carrying Donte's child and then raising it under my husband's nose is appealing, and to be honest, I don't know how my pitiful little birth control pills haven't already been overwhelmed by the amount of ** Donte has pumped into my tiny body over the past two and a half years. It seems to me that if I even just THOUGHT about getting off my pills, even if I didn't get off them, he could knock my white ** up by just taking off his pants in front of me and swinging that black meat in my direction. ** this makes me hot!

How do you manage to keep these affairs going so discreetly?

It's really not as hard as all that. I'm just careful and smart, and I'm also motivated. I love keeping all these men involved and attentive and **. Plus, they are all married. That fact my itself keeps them from coming around all the time: they have their own obligations and time-eaters. I finally stopped dating single black men: I love their demanding natures, and their inclination to dominate white women, but I don't just want one bull, I want multiple bulls. I'm living the dream, while my white husband supports me (but without knowing exactly what he's supporting). I love my bulls.

I've been reading your page here for awhile and it's always been very enlightening and, to be honest, EXTREMELY **: some of the things that people can get up to are really amazing (there are several that I always get off to, I admit). But one thing that I've noticed recently is how many white women say that their black men "refuse to use condoms". I'm a black man who's had many MANY white female partners of all ages over the years (not so many anymore, unfortunately), and I can tell you that it's not the black men who "refuse to use condoms": it's the white women who won't let you use them. For whatever reason (ranging from simple personal sensation to feeling the shot hit the vaginal walls to actually intending to get herself knocked up), MOST white women won't let you wrap up, even if it's not for birth control but just for protection against STIs. I'm not saying my experience is the universal one, but I have spoken with other brothers who find themselves in bed with white girls who don't go with the rubbers. Anyway, thanks for your thoughtful insights here, and for taking the time to share them: I think they are really helping a lot of white women sort through their feelings about black men, interracial infidelity and mixed babies. I've directed several friends here and they've all appreciated the commentary.

You brought up a good point on condom use. I looked this up in a hurry but could not find good information about white women-black men condom use. What I found though was reliable research showing that black men are more likely to use condoms than white men. It has been my experience that most white women shun condoms,even when they are married.They all seemed to mention to me that they wanted to experience the ultimate sexual sensation.Thanks for directing friends here,I just never thought this will last this long.I learn quite a bit from contributions of those who post.Yes,I have read here how many women have sorted out their feelings about inter-racial ** and made life changing decisions. I also just noted that there is some sort of time stamp on these posts now,something I have been advocating for since they revamped the site. Keep reading and contributing.

....our daughter came home from the 1st day of school last week and couldn't talk about nothing except her new biology teacher.....hes a married black man who just transferred to her school...........shes been saying ever since then that she was going to be the first girl at the school to seduce him.....even before the juniors and seniors.............and she keeps saying also that shes going to have his babies.......all she talks about is this black man and how bad she wants all his babies......ALL of them.......she says she will be pregnant by him before thanksgiving or christmas......apparently shes in a competition with a bunch of her white friends........it seems like now that getting with mature black men is a big huge deal now with white girls.......

My hope is that she changes her mind about pursuing this teacher and focuses on her academic credentials instead. I am not sure what grade or year she is in,but it sounds like she is about to wreck not only her young life,but that of the teacher. The teacher is most likely heading to jail for a long time if he falls prey to your daughter's action. As a parent,you have a responsibility to discourage your daughter from carrying on with her destructive plans. Getting a teacher,male or female,to sleep with a student has become extremely easy and commonplace. But that in no way makes it right. I am not a moralist,but I see lots of trouble coming out of your daughter's thoughts and plans.

I have taught my daughters to be very discreet, so Shea would not ever do anything to jeopardize the guy's job or career. But I've also taught them not to respect a man's marital status because it's up to the wife to keep her man satisfied and if he's coming to you it's because she's not doing her job. My daughters all know that I cheat on their father, and they know I date married men almost exclusively when I cheat: I've explained those pleasures to each of them whenever I have "the talk" with them. They know how to handle an affair because they have seen me do that.

Have you ever thought of having a babies with any of the men you have had affairs with? No matter how discrete,a student-teacher affair to me is like having ** in a glass house. Its never a secret, and never will be. It will be discovered no matter what,at some point, and the fallout will be scandalous and ugly.

Its really REALLY unbelievable that you mentioned pregnancy by affair partners. I have six children altogether, five daughters and one son. I haven't had DNA testing done, but I have reason to believe that my son and my middle daughter were fathered by men other than my husband. My husband doesn't doubt paternity, and I'm not going to ever create a paper trail for him to follow to the possible actual fathers (both of whom he knows well), but I've always wondered about both of them. I'm reasonably sure the other four girls (the ones I've written about here) are all his, but not positive. You could certainly be right about the teacher-student thing, although I have to say that Shea is the most discreet of all the girls, even being the youngest of them all. I had an affair with a teacher when I was in high school, a hundred years ago, and I would hate to deprive Shea of the pleasures I found with him in the very very very risky situation we were in. I didn't have children for him (which I regret deeply), but I can imagine how that would feel and I know how incredibly ** she is for it to happen with this incredible black animal she's working on. We went to parent night at her school this week, and my husband and I sat in his class for fifteen minutes. I could not take my eyes off the bulge this man had in the front of his pants. And all I could think was how lucky Shea was going to be when she becomes involved with him, and when she starts getting on . . . THAT. I mean, sweet ** Jesus! I want him, too!!

My dear lady --- your daughters are all whores. All of them. And they learned that from you. You should be ashamed. ASHAMED. And so should they.

I'm not ashamed and neither are they. Nor should we be. Why should we be ashamed of pleasing all our men? Or of finding pleasure for ourselves? I can assure you that NONE of the men that any of us have ever made love with have been ashamed -- much less, disappointed -- for even one second. All of us give and receive much more love than any other females we have ever known. We are too busy making love to be ashamed of anything. And if you spent even five minutes between the legs of any of us, you'd see why we aren't ashamed.

Its not my comment here but I wanted to say to you that this girl sounds unusually mature and her mom seems to totally be in favor of the relationship, so I think she should have her teachers baby if she wants to. And maybe she should have more than one of them. I think a part of the solution is to also know whether or not his wife has give him any babies yet. I mean if they been married long time and she hasnt produced even one for him yet then maybe this girl who is his student is exactly what he needs in his life. It sounds like he is what she needs too. I think its possible that this relationship is meant to be and that they will make a wonderful couple and be wonderful parents to their mixed race children. If that hurts the wife bad then maybe she should of gave him the children he wants before this young girl came into his life and gave them all to him. This just seems so ** to me.

Having a child with a white woman seems like a good idea . . . until you actually have a child with a white woman. At that moment, she turns into a fire-breathing demon who does nothing but demand, demand, demand, and take, take, take. Count yourself lucky that this has never happened to you, and pray that it never does. White ** who have your babies will do nothing but complicate your life and make it miserable. Just ** them (repeatedly and often, because that's what they truly love and that's all they're good for) and hope that NONE of them ever get pregnant. Ever.

I have never had a baby with a white woman,and therefore have no clue what to expect. I have no clue what to think of your observations. I have kids with black women and I know for sure how it has been for me. I am one guy who would try to discourage others from having kids with black women,but I"LL NEVER DO THAT to anybody or even to myself. After a bad experience with the mother of my first set of kids,I decided to have more with another black woman, 20 years later. After that also failed,I just had another baby with yet another black woman,7 years later.The believe I have is that no two women are alike in every detail-not even sisters. I would not stop to enjoy my life or dreams just because some woman did me wrong,or for fear that the next one will do me wrong. Honestly,I have never had a bad relationship with a white woman;but I have had very bad relationships with a few black women.That is not to say that all white woman are good or that all black women are bad-I just adore women. But I know that there is diversity in all of them and in each race.

White women -- once they've had your child -- are so much more demanding than black women. All the white mothers I've had children with all lost their ** minds after the baby got born. Suddenly they start believing they are going to make all the decisions and call all the shots and they are going to tell you what to do and what not to do and how to spend your money......which they think is their money now. I haven't fathered a child with a white she-devil in over 10 yrs and I wont ever do that again. I learned my lesson especially from the last one. Jesus they go crazy. And even though the ** is hot and nasty and insatiable and irresistible before the baby......they stop giving that ** up afterwards. Stay away, my man! Stay away! Go get you a Latina. That ** never gets satisfied, and they will do anything for the black **. ANYTHING.

I am just curious,how many mixed and black babies do you have? How did you get motivated to father the kids? Were any of the mothers married?

Had six mixed and one black child. The black child is with my black wife, and she was born last of the group. The mixed are one with a Latina mother, who I am still sort of involved with, though we don't live together full time, but I support the child (a boy), and then five with five different white women. I actually tried living with the first white mother starting when I was 19 and she was 42 (thought I loved her for real) but she got crazy to the point where I had to split. I hated that because we'd been together almost all my life. Sadly, I didn't learn my lesson about white ** demons until I had made the mistake four more times. All four of those were with married women, and they all wanted unprotected **, and three of them actually wanted babies. Told them all they were on their own if I knocked their ** up but they said they didn't care. Took themselves off birth control and soon were totally knocked up. Kept up the ** all through the pregnancies and even after but they all lost they mind too. **. God I hate them now. **. White ** ** whores. ** was WOW but they mind was whack.

The best ** I ever had was with a black man who beat my ** constantly. I loved every single beating he ever gave me. Every one. I always wanted more beatings. He was also the man I loved the most. I loved him more than my husband and more than my children and more than my parents. I would of left home for him and I would of had his babies. God knows I wanted his babies more than the ones I had for hubby (all white babies are such a waste arent they?). But instead he knocked up a young teen white girl and he went to her instead. I miss him and I still wish we were together and I wish he was still beating me every day. And I wish I had his babies with me now.

Sounds like you agonize daily over the loss of this black guy. I can just feel the pain in your heart by the way you narrated your reply. Out of curiosity,can you tell us more about this beating you so enjoyed? Did he do it for punishment or pleasure? Why did you enjoy it so much? How did it happen that he was not able to give you any babies? Is he still with the other lady?

I really didn't think you would reply to my little posting here but I'm flattered that you did especially when others have had more experience. I also am grateful for your kind understanding: I do have pain over his loss and agonize about it every day. I tried therapy to help with the heartache but it did no good and the therapist finally stopped seeing me. She said my feelings were too complicated. The beatings were what you said: they were both punishment and pleasure. Part of the reason I loved him was that he never put up with my ** like white men always have. White men allow me to act out because of my looks and my body and because I'm really good in bed. Martin never let me get away with that and he established his dominance over me on our first date by beating me to show his superiority and dominion before he sent me home to my family to explain. It was painful and humiliating but I loved it. He taught me that blacks are superior to whites and that white women are intended by God to submit to black men so he beat me to keep me in line and to keep me happy. If my husband complained Martin would beat him too all while telling him that he owned me. (Just writing about the beatings Martin gave us makes me wet.) I wanted his babies. I ached for them. But he was dating this young girl while we were dating and he eventually made her parents take her off the pill and he stopped using condoms. It didn't take long for her to turn up pregnant. My age was the problem. I was nineteen years older than he was and I was almost thirty years older than the girl. I could have had children at that point, but probably no more than two. She's already had three and is barely into her twenties. Yes, they are still together. I wish she was out of the picture. Sometimes I wish she was dead. I want him every day of my life. I need my beatings and his ** **. Thank you for your encouragement and patience with me.

I've been in ^this^ situation, and she is totally right. The black man beats your ** because he loves you. He wants you to do right and behave right and to stay in line, and he knows the beatings will do that. He knows you need to be shown who's the boss and he knows you love being beaten **. Sometimes I'll see a black man out in public and I'll just glance at him and think, "**, I be that HE could give me a really serious **-beating." That thought always makes me cream. **....just writing that makes me cream!!!!

Haha, thats simply **! Some expressions make me smile:)

.....don't get it.........how hard can it be to find a nasty bar ** to knock up.....?

It may not seem that hard, to some people,but for a few years now, it's been next to impossible for me to hook up with a non-black lady willing to get pregnant. To give you a better perspective, in the past 8 years,I have fathered 3 kids with two young black women. You cannot imagine the effort I have made to score with a non-black woman thus far. I can find ** with non-black women as easily as I can with black women,but having bi-racial babies has been elusive. I am hopeful things will change someday;I just need to hang in their and keep my eyes open.

I lost my oral virginity to a black man. I lost my vaginal virginity to another black man. I lost my ** virginity to a different black man. They were all over forty and one of them was over fifty at the time they took my virginities and kept them. I loved them all and I still love them all. I still see them socially as well as sexually and we are still in love. I dont have any children yet but theres one of them who is desperate to knock me up and now that I have read these posts about how beautiful and sensual that can be I may let him impregnate me. I think now that will make me happy. Before it wouldnt have but now that I have read it I think it will. I know it will make him super happy to breed me. He really likes that word breed. The only problem will be that if he knocks me up I am pretty sure the other two will want the same thing. They are all so competitive. But they all love me totally.