I am a doormat
I admit it. I'm a doormat. I let people walk all over me. I don't even mind anymore. I used to get ignored, pushed around, and beat up when I was a kid. I was so lonely. I'd do anything to have friends. so I just tried to please everyone to get them to be my friends. I guess that was better than being alone. I didn't care that they only used me for laughs. I even joined them laughing at myself. So I got a good sense of humor out of it. I would do other kinds homework, chores, dirty work or whatever was asked of me. I never said no. Now as an adult people still walk all over me. They tell me since I have no self respect why should they respect me. They still laugh at me. I don't care. It's better to be a doormat and let people use you than be invisible and have everyone ignore you.