Step father please die.
I confess that i really wish for my step father to die...actually i would love to kill him myself. everyday i fantasize about pushing him down the stairs and sometimes my imaginatiin get really gory. it sometimes scares me but tuen i start fantasizing again and it makes me happy. thing is i hate him, he smokes weed and gave that habit to my mom and also about a year ago he touched me innapropietly and showed me his p****. i told my mom and she talked to him and stuff, she even told me she would tell him to leave but he said he never did that so she believed him and now i have to see his face everyday. for a year this has been haunting me. i know it wasnt as extreame as rape but it really affected me emotionally. sometimes i think that if maybe he would have said sorry i would forgive him but yeah... also i have lost the feeling of love. people i know die and yet i am not affected and also at first i cut myself because of sadness but now i find it fun. maybe you think im crazy but im not, i act completely normal for a teen around friends... maybe alittle too friendly around boys but still normal, yet when i see his face... i just want to rip it out.