I am lost
I am a 40 year old loser. I am completely lost. I have no girlfriend, no wife, no children, no family. Barely any friends. I have a crappy dead end job. I live in a basement apartment. I am beyond pathetic. I have a college degree and have to pay off the loans with my measly salary. I have a crappy car. This is not where I pictured I would be at my age. I don't even have any interest in finding a decent job or choosing a career. I am terrified of change. I don't have many plans for the future. I used to suffer from depression but it's just turned into apathy. I want so desperately for someone to love me and actually care about me but I don't do anything to try to find someone. Besides who would want a loser like me anyway? Oh I also have a micropenis. I am pathetic.