Think I Made a Mistake
My husband and I have been together for three years now. Being married 4 months of those three years. We should still be in the honey moon phase but that feeling was long gone before we even said I do. I love him to death and he goes above and beyond for myself and our children. However, I find myself in constant depression because of him. I am a very affectionate person and he is not. So we rarely spend any real time together besides when we have s**. Even then he pulls up his pants and proceeds to return to whatever he was doing before we started. I even wake up some mornings and he is in his recliner sleep with the tv on. I feel like I made a mistake by wanting to get married. I knew he was like this before he proposed but we had talked about it and things were getting better. Now it's like he doesn't even care. I know I know I should talk to him about it but we have had this conversation so many times before that I just don't want to have it again. He claims to know me like the back of his hand but if he did wouldn't he know how I feel. Am I wrong for not wanting to spend the rest of my life begging for attention from the one person who should give it to me on his own.It is so easy to find someone to give me the attention I seek but that's not a path I want to take but at times that seems like the only option.