I have anger that I try to keep down inside me , but sometimes something will trigger the anger and it comes out ! I hate where I live , I have lived in this small town my whole life and I want to get out ! I have no friends the ones I though I had showed there true colors when I needed them the most .
I always go out of my way to make people feel welcome and it bites me in the ass all the time .
I have never had a guy tell me I am beautiful , pretty , hot , sexy and when I hear guys say it to other woman it reminds me how unattractive I really am . I have been ask by others more then once if I was a lesbian I all ways laugh it off but I am very hurt by that comment and yet I keep hearing it .
I wear tom boy clothes but that is because I feel comfortable in it not a dress yuck !
Another big problem I have is I have to much body hair on my body , upper lip, and neck , stomach I do shave it , Sometimes I don't I say f*** it I don't care if I look like a freak ! Doctor says I am normal had blood work done to see what was causing it .
I have desire or gifts of any kind , have no idea what careers interest me took a test and failed . Going to be homeless soon