Anger !

I have anger that I try to keep down inside me , but sometimes something will trigger the anger and it comes out ! I hate where I live , I have lived in this small town my whole life and I want to get out ! I have no friends the ones I though I had showed there true colors when I needed them the most .
I always go out of my way to make people feel welcome and it bites me in the ass all the time .

I have never had a guy tell me I am beautiful , pretty , hot , sexy and when I hear guys say it to other woman it reminds me how unattractive I really am . I have been ask by others more then once if I was a lesbian I all ways laugh it off but I am very hurt by that comment and yet I keep hearing it .

I wear tom boy clothes but that is because I feel comfortable in it not a dress yuck !
Another big problem I have is I have to much body hair on my body , upper lip, and neck , stomach I do shave it , Sometimes I don't I say f*** it I don't care if I look like a freak ! Doctor says I am normal had blood work done to see what was causing it .
I have desire or gifts of any kind , have no idea what careers interest me took a test and failed . Going to be homeless soon

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  • Well I don't want to blood sacrifice myself just for jesus. that is as bad as preaching killing yourself for mohomand and budda or chiva and karbullah or Allah. etc I want to be in a religion that allows me to live my life to the fullest and best and longest with god and the new testament maybe but in my heart, mind and soul and deeds but I don't love jesus enough to die for him. sorry but I just won't do that for anyone. life is the beanstalk that god wants us to be happy and rich and full of good health and good mental state of mind, he wants us in love and wanting for nothing and having luxury and richness of life in all forms. that is the true god.

    This to me is set up for life. so did I to win at least $10 million cash, 3 units and gold bullion, a beach house and land, 2 cars and a world holiday- nothing less to be set up for live. married to someone I love and with babies and all I need. I know god wants all this and more for me.

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