i'm sort of dating a guy 8 years older

i'm sort of dating a guy 8 years older then me. Its weird but honestly i have never met anyone like this guy. Hes not handsome and he lives soooo far away...but i love him...thats that. But sometimes i wish i could have a normal relationship kids my age are having....this is all so serious.Why can't i just be a carefree little teenager? Its just not fair.

All my life i haven't done much of anything. but i know i'm supposed to be. Everyday i wake up, go to school, and hang with my "friends". Everyday i wake up not feeling right. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know where i belong.
Life is so pointless.
I wish i could die, really.
I've thought about killing myself...but i know i can't.

I can't live like this anymore.

Btw 1'm 15 almost 16.

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  • You and commentor #3 are dating guys with borderline pedo issues. You love him cuz you're really young and he's much older and experienced in manipulating young girls to be with him. I know because I'm a guy and did the same thing in my late twenties.

  • U are dating him r ur not did u suck his c*** if not ur just mates

  • Nothing wrong ur lucky older guy will hav better staying power he leave it up n pussx 30 min

  • I met my boyfriend when I was 13, he was 20. I felt the same way you do, like why does this have to be so complicated. All my friends got jealous, and left me, but I am still with him 6 years later. If you love him, stick it out you will be alright.

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