i'm sort of dating a guy 8 years older
i'm sort of dating a guy 8 years older then me. Its weird but honestly i have never met anyone like this guy. Hes not handsome and he lives soooo far away...but i love him...thats that. But sometimes i wish i could have a normal relationship kids my age are having....this is all so serious.Why can't i just be a carefree little teenager? Its just not fair.
All my life i haven't done much of anything. but i know i'm supposed to be. Everyday i wake up, go to school, and hang with my "friends". Everyday i wake up not feeling right. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know where i belong.
Life is so pointless.
I wish i could die, really.
I've thought about killing myself...but i know i can't.
I can't live like this anymore.
Btw 1'm 15 almost 16.