I can't stand my step son
I have been married for 6 almost 7 years...there is a 12 year age difference between my husband and I. He is almost 41 and I am 29, when I met him I knew he ha a son and was fine with it. I was actually excited to meet him but honestly he is the devil!!! His bio mother didn't raise him and doesn't really have anything to do with him so I wanted to be his role model, his mom. From day one he has made that impossible! I have been hit, screamed at, lied about, you name it. All of that was just in elementary school! Now that we are facing high school he's just a demon! I wanted to love him ad be there for him but now all I feel is hatred because my husband chooses him over me. He knows no matter what I say or do his daddy will cater to him! I'm constantly told that that's HIS son and not to worry about what he does?! How is this even possible? Live with the H*** but don't ask any questions...I don't get it!! My step son is catered to like a baby, like he runs out house and nothing I say or do matters! No matter how much of a fit I throw or how much b******* and yelling I do I get nowhere. I love my husband but I'm not respected by either of them and the resentment I feel for my step son is horrible and it makes me feel like a bad person...I've become a cold hearted b**** and I don't like it.