So I'm 28 and currently living with my 29 year old boyfriend. His mother stays with us cuz she has nowhere else to go. Now, his mother is extremely addicted to benzos, like zanax and klonopin. But when she is on them she turns into the most evil monster in the whole f****** world and i am NOT exagerating.
She lives to torture me. She spends the entire day sitting downstairs talking s*** about me. She calls me every name you can thinkk of, she admits that she hates me so much that i am all she thinks about but the thing is she actually enjoys hating me. She gets this evil f****** smile whenever she says something that she knows hurts me. She admitted that she sits in bed at night thinking about different ways to kill me. If my boyfriend isnt with me she really goes off, but when i tell him about it he gets mad at ME, he says I'm talking s*** about her!! Like seriously?? Telling you what she is doing to me is not talking s***! He says he doesnt want to hear it so I have to hold it all inside.
This is how bad she can get. One time she was really going off. She called the cops on me 3 times for no reason until they finally told her to stop. That p***** her off so bad she banged her f****** head on the corner of a table until she had a mark under her eye then called them again and told them i attacked her. I sat in jail for an entire f****** MONTH for something i DIDNT EVEN F****** DO!! And I have a violent charge on my record for the rest of my life!! I was found guilty because they considered that mark enough evidence!! So basically if you hate somebody just hurt yourself and throw them in jail!! F***!!
I am terrified of her. I'm sitting upstairs, afraid to go to the bathroom cuz i have to walk past her. My boyfriend is outside. And he is being really mean to me right now too actually. So i have nobody. I have nowhere else to go unless i want to go to a homeless shelter. Any advice at all would be great. Cuz I seriously wish she would just O.D. on those demon pills and I wouldn't have to be so f****** scared to PEE!!