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My cousin ** me

When I was 7, I first met my cousin, he was 11, which was 4 years older than me. He was already strong at that age, he went to the gym even though he was underage by a year to even go. He looked like one of those strong men on TV, he had green eyes, which I loved, because I have always liked guys with green eyes since I was young. I still do now, and he had black hair. Although a lot of girls his age liked him and still do he always wanted to hang out with me or he gave me dirty looks, I used to be uncomfortable hanging out with him until I turned 12.

My ** are big an E cup now, and he always stared at them. He told me I had the perfect hourglass figure, but I just took it as a joke. I didn't want take it awkwardly and ruin any of our what I wanted to be good moments.

One day, we were at a water playgrounds, whatever it's called, I dressed in a pink bikini, and he kept looking at me, I finally asked him, "Why are you looking at me like that?" Although I didn't know it, I was blushing, and he told me I looked cute when I was blushing and I wanted to leave, but my mom made him do it. He told me to sit by him on this small-booth-like-thing it's hard to describe. And of course I did it.

I gasped when I felt his hands on my thighs. I found myself starting to like his touch as he was getting closer, and closer to my pivate area but I knew it was wrong so I swiped his hand away. I attempted to get up and go inside the pool, which was close enough for him to watch me from there, and he smacked me on my rear, causing me to yelp out. I threatened to tell my mom, but he didn't seem to care.

He touched me more and eventually got to my private area. I bit my lip from moaning, and when he tried to kiss me, I pushed him away. I didn't want him to be my first kiss. I started doing more research on ** when I got home on that day, and once I realized how far it could go, I didn't want him to even try anything.

A year later, I hadn't seen him after that, and I had forgot everything that had happened. But my aunt and uncle moved across the street from us. When I saw him, he had gotten even more attractive to me. I couldn't stop staring at him. Apparently, he had noticed because he said "See something you like?" And looked at me seductively. I liked everything about him, his arrogant but playful personality, and his husky voice. But I never wanted it to come to this point.

I think that I'm sort of in love with him, but I didn't want to do anything containing **. Anyway, one day, I was sleeping over at his house because his parents and my parents went out on a double-date, it wasn't at night, it was going to last from morning to night. I was going to have my friends over for a sleepover, but he said no, and he tooked my phone away so I couldn't call them to tell them to come anyway.

My mom and dad had already bought things for the sleep over, like nail polish, junk food ect. And then I came up with a really bad idea, that I deeply regret. I wrestled with him over my phone. And suddenly, we ended up in an awkward position. I think it's called a 69 or something, it's a sexual position, that's all I know.

He slid down my tights (I was wearing them for pj's) and started doing you know what to my private area. I was very shocked and tried to move away but he held my thighs tightly in place. I kept struggling, but eventually I gave up and he stopped doing it once I came, I thought he would stop, but he put me on top of him and took off all of my clothes.

He made out with me, and I didn't want to struggle anymore, I was to exhausted from struggling before. It hurt really bad, but after a while I got used to it, and he did it more until our parents came back. My mom noticed I was acting very weird but I did anything not to tell her, I didn't want to talk about it and make her worried about me, I just hoped that this would blow over in a week or two, but I can't stop thinking about it.

What should I do now?

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    • ** ** licking whores

    • Oh shut the ** up do you know what happened to me, my mother chopped my ** promise off, you sexist femenist ** she took all her anger from her past relationships out on me when I was 10, I'm ** crippled now cause I have ** problems, we men don't actually just care about ** and controlling women we also care about children and other positive thingsthe. Do you wanna know how much pain I go through when I take a **. It ** burns. And no I can't have **. I had to push my ** into my wives ** to have children. and no when I Jack my duck off it has no feeling. ** all of you ** holes ** my non working ** ** ** ** my **. Whores you cannot control your temper. And you should be proud of your privellage cause you use no ** to get cut off you sorry **'s

    • You’re lashing out over someone who got ** simply bc you’re an incesitive ** who can’t control his anger so he’s calls every girl he sees a dumb **.

    • "Waatoosi"?

    • Um, excuse me, look who can’t control THEIR temper

    • Tell your mum it's not your fault that it happened and to reashure that it won't happen again tell her

    • You should let him ** you

    • Get the ** out

    • Trolls.
      Nothin’ but trolls.

    • I think those people mean it :/

    • Oh, and everybody saying it will haunt her for the rest of her life, ** YOU!!! Saying that type of stuff just scares pple even more

    • Go to cousin give him head swallow his **. Let him touch you all over. Let him do you without a condom. Praise his ** let him know your his little **.

    • You’re a ducking piece of **

    • And then get pregnant and say he ** you great idea!

    • Yall sick as ** for telling her let her keep doing. And first off that ** nasty as ** anyways for liking her ** cousin and finding him attracted thats not even ** you wanted that ** this pooh ** story i'm trying to figure out how to over come ** like this not find ** attractive nasty ** reporting this ** and all who got a problem deal with it the **

    • For all of you sick ** out there saying she should let him keep doing it, go get some help!! That is sick!! And for you people saying she wanted it because she moaned when he touched her, she didn't!!! If you don't know anything about that part of a female, when you or someone else touches you, you have what's called an **, a feeling of pleasure that goes through your body, and for a female, if someone touches a female in the right spot, it's hard NOT to moan!!!! So stop being such sick ** bastards and stop saying she wanted it!!!!

    • You should have let him do it again and again and keep it a secret.

    • Something like that happened but I'm a guy and me and my little cousin are 5 years apart I been going through things and we started doing stuff not like that but other stuff like touching and stuff and it happened until I wanted it to stop I'm 14 now and it finally stopped a month ago I regret ever doing that but it's kind of similar to this.

    • You should not have stopped. There was no reason to. Go on and have **

    • What u should do depends on what you want to happen. If u truly believe he ** you, meaning u didnt like it at all and u never want him to do anything like this again u should tell your parents and decide with them if u should involve the police. On the other hand if u are in love with him and would like to have ** just not in a forceful, aggressive manner talk to him about it and tell him how u feel. I know ** is frowned upon in our society and I personally don't understand it, but I don't judge and it is legal in some states and encouraged in other parts of the world so don't let our society tell u how u should feel.

    • Just tell your mom .....all the problems will be solve.... okay....dont think too much and live your life happily

    • All of u people talking about let him do it are just disgusting. Thats her cousin .both u and her should be ashamed of yourselves.u didnt get helped and u sat there and moaned.dont say u didnt want it if u sat there and took.u should have told ur parents then the police.but instead u kept it a secret.now its going to haunt u for the rest of your life.and you people telling her to sit there and take you should be ashamed all your doing is encouraging her to let him ** her.but thats probably all u people are good for.

    • Nowdays no one give right suggestions to other ....they only imagine that thing for their pleasure and gone ....this type of thinking making many crimes like this .... disgusting....

    • All your good for is ** ** about ** lies!!! She didn’t want it!!!! She KNEW IT WAS WRONG!!!

    • She likes it. My cousins eleven and im fourteen and have being doing stuff over two years..

    • Just because you enjoy it doesn’t mean others will

    • Tell your mom t

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