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My cousin ** me
When I was 7, I first met my cousin, he was 11, which was 4 years older than me. He was already strong at that age, he went to the gym even though he was underage by a year to even go. He looked like one of those strong men on TV, he had green eyes, which I loved, because I have always liked guys with green eyes since I was young. I still do now, and he had black hair. Although a lot of girls his age liked him and still do he always wanted to hang out with me or he gave me dirty looks, I used to be uncomfortable hanging out with him until I turned 12.
My ** are big an E cup now, and he always stared at them. He told me I had the perfect hourglass figure, but I just took it as a joke. I didn't want take it awkwardly and ruin any of our what I wanted to be good moments.
One day, we were at a water playgrounds, whatever it's called, I dressed in a pink bikini, and he kept looking at me, I finally asked him, "Why are you looking at me like that?" Although I didn't know it, I was blushing, and he told me I looked cute when I was blushing and I wanted to leave, but my mom made him do it. He told me to sit by him on this small-booth-like-thing it's hard to describe. And of course I did it.
I gasped when I felt his hands on my thighs. I found myself starting to like his touch as he was getting closer, and closer to my pivate area but I knew it was wrong so I swiped his hand away. I attempted to get up and go inside the pool, which was close enough for him to watch me from there, and he smacked me on my rear, causing me to yelp out. I threatened to tell my mom, but he didn't seem to care.
He touched me more and eventually got to my private area. I bit my lip from moaning, and when he tried to kiss me, I pushed him away. I didn't want him to be my first kiss. I started doing more research on ** when I got home on that day, and once I realized how far it could go, I didn't want him to even try anything.
A year later, I hadn't seen him after that, and I had forgot everything that had happened. But my aunt and uncle moved across the street from us. When I saw him, he had gotten even more attractive to me. I couldn't stop staring at him. Apparently, he had noticed because he said "See something you like?" And looked at me seductively. I liked everything about him, his arrogant but playful personality, and his husky voice. But I never wanted it to come to this point.
I think that I'm sort of in love with him, but I didn't want to do anything containing **. Anyway, one day, I was sleeping over at his house because his parents and my parents went out on a double-date, it wasn't at night, it was going to last from morning to night. I was going to have my friends over for a sleepover, but he said no, and he tooked my phone away so I couldn't call them to tell them to come anyway.
My mom and dad had already bought things for the sleep over, like nail polish, junk food ect. And then I came up with a really bad idea, that I deeply regret. I wrestled with him over my phone. And suddenly, we ended up in an awkward position. I think it's called a 69 or something, it's a sexual position, that's all I know.
He slid down my tights (I was wearing them for pj's) and started doing you know what to my private area. I was very shocked and tried to move away but he held my thighs tightly in place. I kept struggling, but eventually I gave up and he stopped doing it once I came, I thought he would stop, but he put me on top of him and took off all of my clothes.
He made out with me, and I didn't want to struggle anymore, I was to exhausted from struggling before. It hurt really bad, but after a while I got used to it, and he did it more until our parents came back. My mom noticed I was acting very weird but I did anything not to tell her, I didn't want to talk about it and make her worried about me, I just hoped that this would blow over in a week or two, but I can't stop thinking about it.
What should I do now?
I would tell someone that your cousin ** you and if I was you in the position that you was in, I would tell me parents or call the police station and make a report about your cousin touching you inappropriately areas.
It’s not okay if you didn’t want it but figure it out by being honest with yourself
Figure out how you feel about it you obviously like him but you decide wether you give in to it was a choice or not
I was ** 3 times
It will blow over in a ay probably
What in the "looney hillbilly" part of the internet did I come across??? This too much LOL
I am truly sorry that this happened to you and we'll I think you should tell someone that you truly feel is able to help with this situation,in all honesty no one deserves this,and we'll just "getting used to it" will give "it" all the power my dear girl,you need to tell your mom,dad even a counselor or therapist,and well it can only come from you,and if the person you are telling this to is really trustworthy then they will be by your side 💯💯like for real though
I was ** by my cousin at a family Christmas party. i was 14 and he was 24 and drunk. me and my other older cousin were in his room and her mom called her upstairs so she went up there and i started to follow her when he said "wait come here i gotta ask you something." so i stayed bc i trusted him. i sat down on the the stool and he asked me about my pop socket on my phone. he stood over my legs and asked "what else could be a pop socket?" while grabbing his **. next thing i knew he was pulling my pants down while i tried to scream and pull them up but he put his big sweaty hand over my mouth and kept going. my cousin opened the door and started to come down the steps he got flew up and threw a blanket over my legs and i was crying and she asked me what was wrong and i said i was hurting and i just sat there in shock, asking myself "did that really just happen?" my mom called me and told me that we were leaving. we all went upstairs and i hugged everyone bye then he opened his arms for a hug i looked at him then i looked around while my mom was waiting for me to hug him bye. so i did and it was the worst feeling ever. i hugged my ** goodbye. i haven't told anyone about this and i don't know if i should. i don't know what to do. i don't want it to happen again, or to anyone else.
Then make sure this doesn't happen,don't be afraid to make it known as to what happened,don't let someone hold you in the palm of their hand,in a world filled with fear and pain,sometimes you just need to find that small bit of courage and take your stand
Yes you can
Be honest about what happen your voice is the only one that matters
This happened to you and it’s injustice
Should definitely figured out if it was definitely did not want or maybe kinda wanted it. If you were totally forced and no way to get away and no choice then you report it to the police. If your not sure if you kinda wanted it or if you completely tried your best to fight him off then you should let it go and figure out if you liked any of it and if you would like interested in experimenting again with him. If so then I would definitely recommend get on bc incase you decide for him not to pull out sometimes. You two dont need to be tied down with children for at least 10 more years. I'm certain you would rather you two be married first anyway. Good luck either way you chose.
** isn't love.
What you're feeling? It's oxytocin, a chemical released when you have **. It makes a bond of sorts, and when you first have **, forced or not, there's a lot of it.
I was ** when I was six years old by a man who was 18 years old and happened to be my babysitter. It started with molestation and him "making sure I felt good". Which it did, on a physical level. I remember protesting but giving up. I remember the good and the bad. I remember thinking to myself that "laying with a man" was reserved for my husband and the man I loved. In my mind, to cope, I romanized the **, which it seems like you have too. I did this for a while, and then I spoke up. It was found out the man who had ** me had ** others. Including my brother, which I had no clue about.
Your cousin's behavior can effect others. Do you honestly think you're the only person he has or will do this too? That he's in love with you? Or that your relationship will ever be smiled upon?
I'm sorry. I have to be blunt. Wake up from your fantasising b.s and realize what he did was wrong.
-a.k
If you liked it. Theres nothing wrong with it. You feel a guilt due to what other people might think which isn't important only what you think and feel. If you liked it and like or love him then you have done nothing wrong and you should let all the guilt go and continue the relationship between the two of you.
You need to decide what you want. If you just want to prevent this from happening again you should tell your parents or talk to him about it; however, if you want justice you may never be able to get it because you technically initiated the whole thing by wrestling him. I’m a lawyer so speaking from experience, that will be used against you in court.
You're a lawyer and you say her story wouldn't hold up in court!?
That's double whopping **!
No court that I know of would say that she initiated it and would get the guy in a very deep trouble even if she was the aggressor in every way.
Much weaker stories by young girls have held up in cours against older guys. The whole system can't wait for the slightest reason to throw another guy in prison for sexual assault, whether it was real, alleged or imagined.
True but blast it in the fam let it be known it’s awkward it’s an awkward situation but that has to be said and honesty
She initiated the action so there was no sexual assault only two people having **
You should of let him ** you. My cousin used to touch me in my sleep, and years later I still wish I would of let him ** me.
Mi wish my cousin forgives me for touching her in her sleep.
Wtf is wrong with you you're disgusting
Disgusting is only with an unclean person.
Me too my cousin ** d me and i wish he would do it again he is so hot
Family ** is the best ** you will ever have especially hot cousins. You will never find better, hotter or more fulfilling ** in your life!
** yah
Bow chicka bow wow
Ignore him (silent treatment) it works wonders
Oh yea (this Is the same person) you should talk about it with somebody you trust
If he likes you and you like him don't let your family get in the way but if he was your brother then you could punch him but he's your cousin so ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾
What the ** is wrong with you, he ** ** her
You sick **
I woulsve ** your ** and came inside your worthless **
Let him dominate over you and use your ** like a good little **