I've got twins I love them more than live it self.m but I absolutely hate being a mother. The father of my kids are hardly every around to help me. I've got to worry about when and where they sleep, what they eat, what they wear, if I have extra money to, if they have enough clothes, laundry and everything else that comes with practically being a single parent. He hardly takes them or give me a break. I can honestly say that these past months have been the worst for me I've hit the lowest of low. I cry every night I'm so unhappy I'm starting to hate life it self. If I could honestly go back in time I would and have anabortion Atleast my life wouldn't be so miserable. I produce 2 eggs from my left ovary when I ovulate so I would have twins regardless. I Dnt get to do anything get to go anywhere jus stuck in a bad dream day in day out. They say kids are the best things that happens honestly it's an night mare cause no kid deserve an unhappy depressed mother.