You'll never know
Every time you hurt yourself, I try to be there for you, to give you a plaster, a bandage or even simply a laugh and a pat on the back if it isn't that serious.
Every time that you are happy, I'm happy too. My emotions are directly affected by you. I have spent almost my entire dedicated to supporting you and being there for you.
I have given important parts of my social life for you. Whether it is to drive you to the airport because you can't afford a cab or to be there when you cry and be someone you can tell things to that you would never tell anyone else.
My whole life, ever since the very first day I met you when we were 6, I have loved you. I have loved you so much that I would do anything for you, it gets really hard sometimes. I have given my heart and soul for your well-being and you will never know.
Every time you call me because of some guy problems you have, I'm there and it really hurts me when you cry into my shoulders and then say thank you but then go back to your s***** boyfriends. I have sorted out so many breakups you have had because I didn't want you to go through too much pain.
I cry myself to sleep sometimes after I help you because I know that because I've always been there for you, you will never look back at me and think
'Wow, she actually loves me'
You don't know how many parties I've not gone to or how many people's places I have left in the middle of a conversation because you needed my help. I notice if you ever try to manipulate me and I gently make sure that, no, I'm not your slave but you get the message.
I am heartbroken from the love that you will never give back to me.