Where are we anymore?

This relationship is becoming nothing. We have too many individual problems to truly compliment each other anymore. I get you have anxiety, I do too, but anxiety is not an excuse for treating others badly and invalidating their emotions. I'm going to have unpleasant emotions when you do something hurtful whether you like it or not. It's called establishing boundaries. And you're the one who claims to always want me to be honest.

This is stupid. On my end I feel so detached from you. I used to hang on to your every word and engage in conversation with pure enthusiasm. Now I can barely muster a "yeah" or "cool" at the stories you tell me because this relationship has left me drained. Nothing I do or say seems to be okay for you. You either tease me, not take what I say seriously, or get upset.

I don't know where we go from here. I don't have it in me to break-up with you. Not because I feel sorry for you or anything, but because a part of me still loves you. I don't want to give up on you since I know you're going through a difficult time... but you are always going through a difficult time. You have been for months. Ever since we became serious, in fact. When will you stop using that as an excuse? I have difficult times too, but I put them aside for you...

I hate to say it but you need to find strength in yourself. I am not the enemy. When will you see that? And me feeling, me having emotions, does not make me a bad person. It makes me a human. Why strip that away from me?

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