I've been in an "online" relationship with a 32 year old man for 9 months now and none of my family or friends know about it. They might have an idea, but they don't know the details. I'm 19.
We speak everyday, we Skyped before but haven't since late October since he is always busy, tired, or sick... We have a lot of issues due to him being busy and me being insecure because of it, but I have no one to talk to about it so I feel really alone and depressed.
I can't handle a break up. There have been times when we came close but neither of us could go through with it, even though it's the logical thing to do... we are the best thing that could have happened to each other but we were given the worst situation that has made us toxic to each other... I don't know what to do. I could really use someone, anyone, to talk to. :(