Why cant I
Why cant I be satisfied, happy, content. I'm always looking. can never get comfortable. except when I'm alone. I need lots of time alone. and a woman doesn't want a man that doesn't want to live together and get married and all that s***. I can do all the things....provide for my partners needs and wants. be a good friend. but on the inside...I frustrate myself I feel like a fraud yet some days i feel fine totally fine. is this all there is. everything was fine FOR ME in our relationship before my gf moved in. But moving in was her heart's desire and I couldn't keep putting it off. so now its all good for her....and I am .... I am regretful and that makes me feel guilty...and I don't wanna lose her....and since I have this restless cant get content thing about me...why not just leave things as they are. accept who I am and be glad I can make someone happy. I'm just not wired right. ive vented on here before. I will again. until something maybe gives me an epiphany.