I love my boyfriend so much and I couldn't ask for anyone else other than him. We have been together for almost 5 years now. We broke up once and were separated for 7 months and then we got back together again. Yesterady, he traveled back to see his family and attend a wedding but he forgot completely about me. Every time he goes back home his attitude changes and am not sure why. The wedding was his sister in law friend or something so basically he wasn't obliged to attend as isn't not family. I texted him today saying that I couldn't sleep but then ended up receiving a reply that am busy am off to the wedding now and he didn't even text me for the rest of the day to check on me or anything at all. Sometimes i feel like am being taken for granted for everything i do. When i fly back home to see my family I don't really spend that much of time with them so i can spend it with him, i know its wrong to favor him over my family. But, i only do that to show him how much i love him.. Then what? Am not even getting a text message to be checked on for the whole day?!!! I am mad, but am not sure if am mad at him or myself! Have two of my ex boyfriends been texting me alot recent and one of them wanted me back, he literally wanted to get married to me and i said no. Then other one texted me a while ago and he wants to see me. Even though I love my boyfriend so much and I don't want to hurt him at all, i wish sometimes he would feel jealous. Honestly there is absolutely nothing between me and those guys anymore but i want my husband to see me sometimes like am being looked at from other guys and would do anything just to keep me for him including getting married. We didn't even tell anyone that we got back together. I got a job offer overseas and had to move thats why only some of my friends here only know that but both our families and close friends don't. Am tried of living this secret life sneaking around like am doing something wrong. Am fed up, i need to be loved and cared for like i love and care for him. Is that too much to ask?