I've had a lot of loss. There is a hole in my heart the size of the people I loved who have died. I try to fill the hole with food.
The people around me have abrasive and caustic personaliities. My weight helps keep them from getting too close to me.
If you think my weight is the most interesting thing about me, you are wrong. The saddest of all, you will never me, and all I offer, because you cannot see past my weight.
I confess my weight hurts you, more than me.