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My dad beats me
I have been dealing with abuse since I was younger and saw my dad physically and verbally abuse my mother . As I got into my teen years he started to do the same to me but now I’m 21 years old and my dad still finds the need to physically abuse me to the max . In which I have scares and bruises . Last night was the night he pulled me out of bed and started stumping me and I called the police . I did nothing wrong . I’m an very respectful young female . I actually tried avoiding arguing with him by walking away going in my room . But he came behind me anyways . He said some hurtful stuff while stumping me . He told me he doesn’t want me their and also telling the police I lied . I have the bruises to prove . It’s so bad I plan on going to the hospital later . But luckily I’m in college . And I spoke with the housing lady and she allowing me to move back . I questioned god because I try my best to be the person I am today . I’m very respectful and I stay out of trouble and I made it so far in college to where I’m an Junior with an Biology Major . I have always been the type to try to show my dad I’m not like the rest . But it’s like he takes his anger out on me . I try and try and yes I’m crying by writing this because it hurts . I forgave my dad plenty of times but I don’t think I can this time . It’s like I feel empty inside . It’s an indescribable hurt that I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy . I feel as if this could really impact me on another level . Im the strong type of young women and yes I prayed because that’s what I was taught . I don’t feel alone because I know god is their for me . I just don’t feel as if no one understands my pain and hurt and how low my sawwor is right now . I just wish it was an dream .
Defensive, illiterate and inaccurate.
Your a coward and piece off **. Is correcting peoples spellings best you come up with. Yes my spelling is **. I left school at 11 too take care off my mam and younger brother and sister. Because my dad was a woman and child beater like you. You arrogant ** and our ** lower than a snakes belly. But you know what you muppet. I waited till my dad was older and beat the ** out off him. Left him ** up and it was worth doing the time and now the old ** is hated by everybody in our community. Hes trash and just like you..
Lol Having poor grammar is a choice. You can educate yourself by self-studying such as: Reading books and listening to audio books. It's never too late to educate yourself :)
Domestic violence is destructive to anyone, regardless of gender and age. I chose to learn how to fight as soon as I was financially able to, so I'd never become a victim again to anyone violent.
My father was emotionally and physically abusive towards my mother, when my siblings and I were children/adolescents. He's been dead now for 17 years.
Becareful not to assume anything about anyone and cast judgements without knowing anything, about them. I simply noticed your illiteracy because it's apparent. I wasn't belittling you deliberately and carelessly. You however, became defensive and offensively assumed untrue things about me. It's ok, I understand why you became defensive.
Merry Xmas
Im sorry also then and your right. I tend too jump the gun alot and i have being told this. I wish i was better at approching ** also. I never say it too often either. But my ** father allowed me too be used by people too get their kicks and i can never forgive him. He left me in rooms with them bastards. Hes scum and as Ii Saud im sorry i will take what you said on chin. I just still dont know how too get over it and you right. Maybe im illiturate and full off self pity. But i seeing what he did too my mom and us and what he allowed those bastards do. But ** it if its an apolagie you want then happy christmas too you also..