When i love someone
I am not proud of this but when i fall in love with someone i let him to behave badly towards me .
When this happens it is not that i get mad but i choose to not react .
I start to like it . If the one i fall in love hit me or humiliate me i will not get angry at all . On ** i would let him do anything he wants . I would let him to sit on my face , deep on my face , to ** on me , to pee on me , to spit on me , to pull my hair , to tie me and ** me whenever he wants and make me his ** . If he wanted ** he would not ask me if i wanted, he would just say ''i want ** , get undressed now''. When i wanted ** i would ask him and please him but if he didn't want, then i would accept it . I would kiss his feet whenever he wants . I would let him to sit on me while i walk like his puppy and at the same time hit my ** . I would let him dress me like a ** or with a manly suit . I would let him to put chocolate and candy on me or i would like to put chocolate on his ** or on his ** so i can lick both . I would like it if he put his underwears on my face so i can sniff them and lick them . The underwears would be worn of course . I fantasize like he is my magnificent king and i am his humble servant . I fantasize that he wears king's clothes and a crown (which i bought for him) sitting on his throne with open legs and down it would be me sucking and licking his ** .
I am embarrased and i feel guilty for those i wrote .
But the good news is that i haven't fall in love with anyone over 6 years .
I wonder if i fall in love someday who would be to do these stuff to me .
Wish i could be that person for you love. You are beautifull inside and out and deserve too be loved and treated like the princess you are my love...
Thank you so much that you are so kind to me !!! Hugs !
Its just the truth my love and i hate that partners cant be loyal and stay with the person they said they loved. I send you my love and huggs back my love and post anytime love and i will respond when i see your posts...
Thank you ! Lots of hugs !
I realy wish you every good thing in life love and hope someday you will find somebody who will truely love you and look out for you and treat you like the princess you are love. My x had alot off sadness also from being cheated on by her daughters father. We were engaged and were getting married. We were together over six years and i realy loved her. But she was allways accuseing me off cheating and i know it was her hurt from past speaking. But it became too much for me and we split up. I allways think off her and her daughter who i loved also and wish them well. I wrote a letter too my x also and told her im sorry she was hurt and could not trust me. But i have never even thought about cheating when im with somebody. I have my faults but something like that would never cross my mind. It got kind off nastie at last few months before we split and we bought said some truely horribale things too each other too which i regret my part every single day and told her so in letter that im sorry for my hurtfull words too her. She never replied and only hope she rescived letter. I see her and her daughter at times and i can honestley say i only wish them good things. I hope these good things for you also love and never allow aybody too treat you bad or hurt you love. Every happiness and good wishes are being sent too you from me love. Post anytime as said and when i see your posts i will reply. Huggs too you love and be good too yourself also..
I hope i have not offended you love and if i did im truely sorry too you love...
Hope your well my love and have a good day...