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My husband spanks me
I am 40 years old and have been married to my husband for 18 years, we dated 2 years before that. When we first met he was very jealous and demanding but very sweet and good to me. I remember I was driving soon after we met and I made a wrong turn and he pinched me. I got mad at him and he just laughed it off. That’s where I should have stopped it, but I kind of liked it.
If I did anything he thought was wrong he would get after me like a child. Once we got married he stepped up the discipline. He is a great husband and he provides well and means well but he keeps me in line. It’s strange I feel though and I cannot tell anyone because it is embarrassing. He has slapped me only once, and it was hard, but I mouthed off to him and dared him to do it. And he did. I don’t know why I did that. I usually do not talk back to him and certainly do not provoke him.
Just the other day I said a curse word, I said the S word when talking on the phone with a friend. He heard it and sternly said Watch your language. I said sorry and when I hung up he said Come here. I stood in front of him and he reached behind me and swatted by ** with his hand hard and said I don’t like you using that language. I said I was sorry and he said turn around I’m going to spank you. I turned around and bent over slightly and he spanked me ** the **. I said sorry again and he hugged me and gave me a kiss and then we made love. He can be gentle or rough in bed and he was very rough that night.
The thing is, he sparks me and gets after me but I wouldn’t change it. I love him and I want his discipline, it makes me a better person. I don’t curse at all usually and I listen to him. He gives me everything I could ever want and I would do anything for him and he would for me.
Today I wore a blouse that is a little low cut, I am ** and it showed some cleavage. I knew he wouldn’t like it unless he was with me, I could wear anything even tiny bikinis if he is with me, but I was out alone and he said You wore that? It shows all your **. Then he said come here, and I went to him knowing what he was going to do and he said turn around and I did and he spanked me hard, just one seat but it stung. Then he said You’re too ** and you’re ** are too big to go out like that without me, don’t do it again. I mouthed off and asked What if I do? He got angry and said then you will be in big trouble.
I’m turned on because I know he will take it out on me later when we have **. Isn’t that weird!
My wife does not get any clothing priveleges at our house. I enforce full ** for her at all times. it seems to be very effective as far as im concerned. im debating if I should make this a permanent rule for her.
When we are alone my husband does this. He’ll give a chores I have to complete in the ** as well. Also, I’m not allowed to wear any clothing to bed, ever. He makes our decisions, provides structure and discipline for me. We have a great marriage and it makes me a better person! I love the control and authority he has over me. I love how submissive I am to him and how obeying him comes natural.
I love my husband’s dominion over me. I gave it gladly. I know that he will make all the decisions and rules for our life. I am required to show respect and deference to him at all times. If he feels I need a spanking, I receive one. If I fail to show gratitude and appreciation then I’ll get another. He requires submission and if he thinks I’m departing from that rule, he will bring me back in line. Examples of how he does this include me wearing diapers or an ** plug when we are out on public, Him asking me publicly for others to hear if my diaper needs changing and lots of spankings and corner time afterwards.
That is not right
Abusive much?