My lifes love story

I wish I had married one of my previous girl friends.

My wife is emotionally distant.

I think back to other girls I went out with.

One tasted terrible when we kissed. Just not for me I guess.

One was too clingy and a bit fat. She was really nice but I have never thought I would have liked to marry her. Although we did have good times together. She married a friend of mine and they are happy and now really fat.

The last two I think about are my first and second girl friends. The first gf was nice but I think we were too young although we did not think so at the time. But we were different. She had a job and I was at uni and I needed to do some study and she always wanted to be out.

The second gf is the one I wish I'd married. Can't now because she is married and seems happy. has kids and so on. She was cute and lively and smart. She lived with her mom and her dad had died a few years back. Some funny things. It's weird we all talk about how when you are 18 or older you can do what you like. Well I went out with this number 2 gf was 19 to 22. Her mom was really strict and she was very obedient. Her mum made her wear control briefs whenever she was going to be with me. Passion panties. Basically they are really firm tight underpants. The idea was that it would take a long time to take them off and by then the mood would be gone. She also had curfews. Not a fixed time but if say we were going out to the movies then it might be 11pm or a party might be midnight. If I got her back late then her mom would be sitting in the lounge with the lights on. If we were not late then her mom would be in the mom's bed room with the lights off and we could kiss and cuddle and not be disturbed. We never had s** but we had lots and lots of really hot touching.

Now I compare that with my wife and we have cold s**. No emotion. No tease and titillation.

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  • Well "I pisssed on a girl and I liked it" is my new song I ripped from katy ugly perry. that is love to me, p****** on s****.

  • Why is marriage the end goal?

  • I guess it gives a certain certainty about it. Maybe a traditional thing give kids a mom and a dad.

    I know that many kids end up with one parent.

    At the moment, the only thing really keeping me with my wife is the kids. I do love her in a deep way but no passion and no l*** and s** is really really boring.

  • You wouldn't be thinking about your past girlfriend if you weren't so unhappy in your marriage... I understand where you are coming from. Does your wife know how you feel? Are you willing to go to counseling and work on the marriage so you can be happier together? If not, then you might have to consider moving on... I know it's a difficult decision. It's better to move forward though than reminisce about a past we can't change.

  • Done several consellors over many years.

  • If you are gonna go around punching women and taking drugs rumors get around then you wonder why no women want you but a nig trick? well have a look in the mirror freak.

  • How's that. Where's this idea that the op hit someone?

  • In his own crack head mind is where it came from.

  • But didn't you bash one of them she had a black eye or something? you're getting married soon, just deal with it and move on. sure no one likes her and slove in bride who married a few times before, and had a baby and then you will marry and break up later. so its all ass about face for you. buttt you designed it that way. get over it.

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