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I’m Obese and want to be humiliated for it
I’ve always been obese, since I was a teenager. I used to get off on comments at school, going home and playing with myself, thinking about everything that was said.
I’m still single and the biggest I’ve ever been. I eat as much as I want, and I never want to lose weight. I want to be humiliated for it every day, made to feel bad and weak.
I’ve only had one boyfriend and it didn’t end well, he cheated on me and I don’t know if it was because of my weight.
I know I should try and get healthier, but it consumes my thoughts at night and I purposefully buy extra food to make sure I stay fat.
Then I wish you luck and I hope being thinner makes you happy. I have tried, but I feel like something is missing when I diet or lose weight, so I have given up. I need to be fat and I'm not putting limits on it anymore.
That’s the thing. Being thinner never makes me happy. It just keeps me from biting more new clothes for a while. What makes me happy is when I get called piggy. That’s my real struggle. See you at the buffet soon…
Any update piggy? Need new clothes yet? I'm exploding out of mine. Are you letting yourself be happy or are you still fighting it?
The holidays weren’t good for me. I usually start new diets at the first of the year. But COVID hit me and I’m still working at home and… yeah, I can’t fit into my favorite winter coat now. I’m losing the battle.
I really hope you're feeling better. Sorry about your coat. You may be losing the battle, but you're winning the war because you know this is really what you want.