I'm getting fat
I'm a middle aged man who tries to keep in shape and eat well, but I've definitely put on a few pounds over the past few years and am much softer around my waist and chest than I used to be.
The thing is, I really like it. I'm not going to go out of my way to gain or anything, but sometimes I like to feel how soft my body has gotten and will often play with my belly fat while I sit on the couch. As I said, I eat reasonably well, but once a week or so I let myself eat something fattening. I like to think of all those extra calories making me softer and fatter.
I honestly don't want to become obese and I want to keep exercising and eating right for other health reasons, but I love my thick layer of fat and I don't want to get rid of it.