I'm planning to kill myself.
I don't think there's anything wrong with that, not really. It's a reasonable decision. I just feel the need to save up some money and finish my mediocre novel first.
Life is a game with the point of hedonism, imo. You're called noble and good if you serve the pleasure of others, like God or other people, and selfish and evil if you serve yourself.
There's no point in serving myself, because I hardly want anything anymore. I either can't do enough for other people for it to be worthwhile, or I just don't care enough anymore.
I'll leave my stuff to other people. My spirit will return to God, and my body will return to the Earth from which man was originally formed. There. What have I taken? We're even.