Cheating

That cheating is going to be the best f****** thing that I will do while in this s*** thing that I have been in with this guy Ive been with for a few years. I'm tired of the back and forth abuse verbally, mentally, and sometimes physically. He can f****** leave. Im not leaving my city and my apartment- he can f****** leave. So Ill cheat. Or maybe its not cheating since its always off and on anyways? I know he's always lying and cheating so Im going to continue doing what Im doing until its over with. I wish his pathetic ass didnt exist!