I Want to Fight
I'm a 19 year old thats very passive. I avoid conflict and don't stand up for myself a lot. But now I fantasize about getting into a legit street fight. The adrenaline dump of feeling in danger while fighting back seems thrilling. I live right next to a major city and go there sometime. There are plenty of people that will fight you if you look at them for more than a glance (happened to me).
The feeling of fighting and not having any disciplinary action seems awesome. Walking away with blood shooting out of my noes, dizzy and bruised. If I'm kicking the guys ** and he asks for mercy I would stop out of common decency (he's a fellow human being). I wouldn't do anything to him that I wouldn't want him doing to me.
I don't want to be pronounced dead at the same hospital that I was born at though.