Not too long ago I had a dream where for a brief instant, I had seen myself as a child in pampers being held up in the air by my arms and having my genitilia suckled on. It was more of a quick glimpse and i was surrounded by over 4 men in my dream. I woke up feeling very sad and had tears in my eyes.
Truth is, at 3 years of age, i had been taken by a friend of my mother for an entire week without my mother even wondering where i was and she never called the police either to report me missing.
I asked my older brother if there was any truth to it and he confessed that it did indeed happen and after more than 25 years of blocking it out, did it finally come back to me.
I want to speak to my mom about it but figure its a lost cause as her health is declining. I wish i knew the full truth into my past.
It kills me not knowing everything.