Let's get one thing straight. I cope with dark humor. Tell me you're uncomfortable with it, I'll stop. But DO NOT keep pushing me, "Oh so you think murder is ok?" "Well I need to make sure you're not going to end up becoming a psychopath." Yeah ok I get the point. But when I am balling my eyes out and you keep GOING, you will become a trigger for a very long time.
Jaden, you're my best friend, but I cannot help you when I have literally been in a horrible state since last week. My mental health is horrible and I can't comfort you right now. The reason I don't tell you is because I know you can get emotional. I'll keep to myself for you, but I cannot cope with two world crashing down on me right now. I should comfort you, I know that. But I can't, I really can't right now.