I DESPISE MY WIFE (SEPERATED)
I am so glad to be rid of my ex wife, fat lying s*** that she is. She is very fortuante I am not a violent person and that i absolutely do not beleive in hitting women or else I would not be able to stop punching her repeatedly. Cant beleive I wasted 22 years with her, god dam it. The thought of her makes me physically ill. I only wish the worst for her and if she died tommorow I would not shed one single tear. Thankfully we have no children or I obviously would not be able to feel that way. I am trying to figure out what I ever saw in her but I just cant, guess I tolerated her cause I have low self esteem and know I cant do better. I dont miss the b**** one bit but I do hate being alone but I know I will get used to it after a year or two. 34 years old now so I am past the stage of possibly finding another partner so any tips on how to accept being alone would really help.