Any girls reading this, please-- help me.
You see, I have this fetish for humiliation/degradation-- but I ESPECIALLY want the girl(s) doing it to actually be laughing at me while they do it. To just say the cruelest, most hurtful things she can think of-- and just be laughing her ass off at me the whole time. The problem is that outside of my fetish IRL I genuinely AM actually an antisocial loser both too shy and inept to even MEET any girls, let alone actually try anything. But the thing is, I'm DESPERATE to get off to this, and it's never far from the front of my mind. It's to the point where I was playing online games with a friend's nine year old not too long ago, when she playfully called me stupid-- and I actually had an involuntary reaction! For a split second I actually had to wrestle with the thought of... asking for HER umm... "help". Yes, I'm a pathetic, sick creep-- but I NEED this to happen so I can cool off for a little while at least, I'm starting to lose major control of it. So I'm here, begging girls I've never even met to PLEASE make. fun of me, I NEED this to release some of this s***. I just have two VERY important requirements. One: be as harsh or as "gentle" as you want-- but don't be ROUGH-- I need to feel like you're at least a LITTLE bit smarter than me or it just doesn't work. Number two-- whatever you say, however long or short you go with it-- even if you don't actually even bother SAYING an actual word-- if you respond to this, I need you to actually write out the laughs and giggles-- because knowing you're laughing at me is what MAKES it hot. I'm sorry that this is so creepy, I'm sorry to be bothering random girls with my disgusting needs-- but please, PLEASE help me. If you do this for me, thank you-- I do highly appreciate it.Jun 30