50 shades envy
At the end of the first episode of 50shades, Anna asks Christan to do what he wants to her. Christian then whips her. I dream of me being her in that position.
I know most women would probably focus on the ride in the glider or jetting away to some exotic location.
I don't want that, mind you, I don't want some ** welfare poor existence either. I don't want to be whipped by a poor person but the fantasy with 50 shades is the whipping.