13 year old me

When I was thirteen, I was had lied about being sexually assaulted. at the time, i was a compulsive liar, and desperate for attention. I had a bad abusive home situation, and an abusive ex. i was extremely mentally unwell, and I wasn’t in a concrete coherent state of mind. that is not an excuse I am trying to give context. I am now nineteen, and have tried to better educate myself on the matter. I know that what I did is part of the reason why survivors are invalidated and not believed. I am sorry, and you deserve to be heard and believed. It is not a joke nor is it a small issue to be taken lightly. I have learned better, and I want to be better. I know people excuse bad behaviors with age. I don’t want to be one of those people. but i do want to continue to live my life. i dont know if i can ever be a good person, which is all I’ve ever wanted to be. i know people make mistakes but this goes beyond that. if anyone has any advice or anything that would be great.

Aug 15

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  • I want to penetrate you and blast my Man Spackle all over the inside of you colon before pulling out to have you slobber our combined juices off of my polyp scraper.
    What do you say, sweet pants?

  • Pls go somewhere

  • I'm sorry you had to go through that whoever sexually assaulted you should be hung

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