I'm a prostitute

From time to time the feelings come back and I feel ashamed all over again. I justified it then, being unemployed and living on a friend's couch and needing money so bad and 'just one time'. And the next thing it's twice, then three times, and it's weekly and I have a pseudo name, another phone, I don't meet at my apartment that I can now afford, and I don't kiss. I prostituted myself to both men and women. Women are nicer and they give bigger tips. I'm almost always prostituting myself to women, it's easier than being **.
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I have two regulars, both women in their fifties, one is a big time attorney down town and the other one is a face on television and everything is hush hush, dark places, two times around the block, and a motel with a back parking lot sort of thing. She is the hungrier of the two, she's starved for a woman and I'm exhausted when she's through. She calls me Baby Doll and she's told me she loves me in the middle of making love (if making love is something a prostitute does, I don't know).

There is a big class difference between me and my women clients. They are always older and have a lot of money. I don't really try to market myself to housewives, but I do get calls. OK, once I did got see a housewife, I dressed as a Realtor with a name badge and all and she let me in. She was selling her house after her divorce. She wanted **, sure she went for a ** now and then, but she wanted **. When I left she said 'thank you, honey' and gave me a two hundred dollar tip. She sold her house and that was the end of that.

I really, really don't want to ever ** a man again. What I really, really want is to make love with a girl I like, my dream girl works at Mario's Pizza, make love with her until the sun comes up and have something to eat and then make love some more. I think she likes girls and she's always nice to me. But if she knew I was a prostitute she's going to lose interest fast. There is no in between. That's been my experience, the minute a friend knows you are a prostitute the friendship is over.

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