For the past two weeks, I've been having homicidal tendencies.

This is not a joke. I'm very serious. For the past two weeks, I've been thinking of killing people. Not just at random but, certain people. A couple of weeks ago, I was driving from the bank to the mall and had to take the main highway. While on the highway, a guy driving a truck behind me was flashing his lights at me to indicate to go faster. The speed limit is 55 and I was going 60. A few minutes after that a white company van almost side swiped me and then the passenger in the van stuck up his middle finger at me. All because two drivers in two vehicles wanted me to go faster even though I was going the speed limit. The van almost hitting me is what began my thoughts of killing the driver and his coworker. I'm also beginning to feel the urge to not just kill certain coworkers but, certain customers too. Even people on this website when I post a confession that have made rude, ignorant, snide or smartass remarks I think about tracking down and beating them to death. I'm pretty sure that one day I might just snap and actually do it. After all, I'm sick and tired of having to do with a bunch of people who are complete jerks or a******* all around. Those are the kind of people my murderous thoughts are primarily directed at. Any one who is nice to me would be left alone but, anybody who is rude in any way, shape or form, regardless of age, race, sexual orientation or religion I just want to track down and kill if only to put them out of my misery. I know anybody who reads this will probably say, "That's/you're messed up." and I agree. I'm sure I will also hear, "You should talk to somebody/a psychiatrist." That, I don't agree with. Firstly, if I openly admit that, I'd be locked up for the rest of my life. Secondly, what good would a psychiatrist do? They'd probably recommend that I be locked up for the rest of my life. Also, I've read and heard people who have gone to a psychiatrist but was either teased or talked down too. Guess the only thing I can do is hope I can keep my urges in check.

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  • Yeah, yeah.....what if the other guy gets you first? Dumbass!!!

    ROTFLMAO

  • While it only takes a flex of a finger to kill a man, living with what you have done, justified or not, it will haunt you. I know. Don't give into your demons. Try church, sports, humor and hang with combat veterans. Yes, there is immediate thrill in the kill. But karma is a B****. You do NOT want to live, long term, with the repercussions your own conscious will dish out on you. Good luck.

  • I can understand what u go thru. I have similar feelings. I am fed up ignoring things and would like to kill them all

  • You're a sicko that needs to be in a mental institution. Purge!

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    THE HEART OF SODOMY IS SADOMASOCHISM

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  • LEVITICUS 20:13

    ABU DAWOOD 38:4448

    EVERYONE SEEMS TO AGREE

    SODOMY = HOMOSEXUALITY = PEDOPHILIA = SATANISM = SADOMASOCHISM = S** OBSESSION = SAME PERSON

  • There is a possibility I could be wrong but I'm pretty sure I know why all these people are singling you out and ironically, they probably had murderous thoughts about you as well. You see, when jackasses drive "the speed limit" in the #1 lane aka the left most (in America) lane aka the passing lane aka the fast lane you are the one who is in the wrong. You are blocking the flow of traffic with your "speed limit" driving. The ONLY time you need to be in that lane is if you are passing a vehicle to your right. If you happen to be driving in the #1 lane, it is your LEGAL OBLIGATION to GTF out of the way as soon as it is safe to do so but you shouldn't be there in the first place. And yes, people will come up behind you flashing their lights for you to MOVE OVER or drive angrily close past you and give you the finger. If you were not driving in the #1 lane then please disregard but if you were, you have no right to be angry at anyone.

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  • If you read this I would advise this, don't act or do anything that these urges bring forth even if the pull is strong at times you have to ignore it the only thing you must kill is the urge it's self, i don't know how good or bad things are with people that you know or if it is just people in general but i understand you and in all honesty you're right about psychiatry the system just eats you up and spits you out, the system does not wish to help people but i ask you this what good would acting on this be, instead if you have these emotions of repressed anger or maybe even hatred use them in a constructive way, there's plenty of environments to which that energy can be used in namely competitive ones like business sports and others, think about instead all that you can be regardless of qualifications or degree's or age it does not matter explore yourself for passion and find ambition, many people do not realise their hidden potential so to one abstract person to another i ask of you to be all that you can be and focus that energy to life's goals and if you have none at this moment, you will by finding your passion and then ambition, just don't do anything because in the end it will only bring you more further misery just be all you can be it's never too late.....I hope my advice was helpful remember that life is both a tragedy, comedy, and limitless be limitless

  • Plz get help

  • If you’re going to murder, have the decency to pick a victim who works with the government.

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