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I’m getting fat
I weighed 140 pounds about 2 years ago and I was actually really trim and fit.
I don’t really know what happened but I started packing on pounds like crazy, I’m 307 now.
What’s made me realize it is that it’s really starting to effect me, I’m eating such an absurd amount every meal and my fitness is just ruined. I had to climb a flight of stairs recently and by the time I was up I was wheezing, dripping with sweat, and my chest was aching. And I’m still getting heavier, I gained 3 pounds last week.
I don’t really know if I want to stop, honestly. I love eating so much and I don’t really need much fitness since I don’t get around a lot. I don’t know how to feel about all this.
Yeah. I need to eat to that point more often - it sounds like you’re more consistent about it
I feel like it’s cyclical - sometimes I want to stuff myself till I’m about to explode, other times less so. I do feel like I’m pretty resigned to getting fat/being sedentary though.
I definitely get the feeling of being resigned to it, I’ve literally gained a pound a day since I posted this. I’m trying to lose weight but I can’t stop eating.
Basically where I’m headed. Can’t stop/don’t want to stop :)