I’m getting fat

This was me a few years ago. Like you, I started as a slim and athletic girl, weighing 110 lbs. One day I accidentally ate way too much. My stomach was so full it felt uncomfortable and I couldn’t move, but instead of it being unpleasant it felt weirdly good. Then I started deliberately eating too much because I liked how it felt to be so full. As you can guess, the weight piled on quickly, and now I weigh 468 lbs. At this point I don’t think I can stop but I don’t want to either.

How long do you think it took you to blow up to that size? You don’t want to stop anymore?
I’m 335 pounds now, I’ve tried to stop but I’ve only sped up. Will you ever want to stop then? I’ve tried so many times now.

It took me a little over 3 years to get this big. I’ve gotten hooked on how good it feels to be overstuffed. Like you I tried to stop at first but simply couldn’t. Now I’ve accepted the weight gain and that I can’t stop. To be honest I’m finding the extra weight to be a huge turn on and I’m curious to see how big I end up getting.

I’m a little scared of how fast I’m blowing up, but it’s starting to become a little, exciting? I guess I can try actually indulging in it a tiny bit, see where it takes me.

Yeah, it was the same with me. At first it was just the overstuffed feeling but feeling all my flab jiggling as I got fatter started to do it for me too. And the idea that I’m so far gone that I can’t stop is exciting, too. I think you should go for it, and have some fun with it!

So, like, can you give an update on how you’re doing with this?

You said it yourself, you don't want to stop. Unless you start respecting yourself you won't get anywhere. You know ** well what the right course of action is in terms of your health.

Losing weight? But it’s so hard, I just kinda don’t want to. And like I said I don’t really need that much mobility or fitness, I work from home. I just don’t really see a point to try and stop again.

Does it turn you on eating like a pig and getting fatter and fatter?

Well. I hate to admit it but it’s starting to. After trying to stop so many times all of this is starting to turn me on. Every time I eat so much I barely move or I feel an extra roll of flab I’m almost dripping. I’ve started eating as much as possible intentionally and I’m gaining even faster now, I’m honestly a little scared, but I’m worryingly excited too.

I’m genuinely disgusted with myself, I can’t believe I’ve started to enjoy this and I’m ashamed. I know I can’t stop by now.

Yes, this is what happened to me as well. I’ve already gotten so big and fat but the thought of getting even bigger keeps me coming back for more.

I find the “too full to move” part particularly enticing. I’ve had this happen to me several times now - where I’ll eat enough for 3 people, and struggle with bending /getting up for days after the stuffing.

What kind of food have you been eating? How big are your meals?

I can’t help myself around literally any unhealthy food, I’ve been ordering enough junk food for several people 24/7.

This is me lately… I can’t help it. I just need to be full of burgers and donuts and chips - to the point that I can’t move.

And you like it? I can’t stop myself most of the time and usually eat til I’m struggling to breathe. I think I’m gaining so fast because of that.

Yeah. I need to eat to that point more often - it sounds like you’re more consistent about it

307 pounds of jiggling lard… can’t wait till I’m that big

Dont cause an earthsuake. Queeh!

Well, 310 now.

Are you getting lots of stretch marks?

Places like my belly practically look like tiger skin, I have a ton.

I hope I’ll have some soon - getting closer and closer to 200 pounds.