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I’m getting fat
I weighed 140 pounds about 2 years ago and I was actually really trim and fit.
I don’t really know what happened but I started packing on pounds like crazy, I’m 307 now.
What’s made me realize it is that it’s really starting to effect me, I’m eating such an absurd amount every meal and my fitness is just ruined. I had to climb a flight of stairs recently and by the time I was up I was wheezing, dripping with sweat, and my chest was aching. And I’m still getting heavier, I gained 3 pounds last week.
I don’t really know if I want to stop, honestly. I love eating so much and I don’t really need much fitness since I don’t get around a lot. I don’t know how to feel about all this.
I’m genuinely disgusted with myself, I can’t believe I’ve started to enjoy this and I’m ashamed. I know I can’t stop by now.
That’s interesting. Most people with this fetish just kind of “always had” it. I didn’t know you could grow into liking it :)
I didn’t even really know it was a fetish, but I tried to indulge in it a little bit and I’m at 344 now. Now I’m just worrying about when I’ll stop, or if I’ll even be able to.