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I never told anyone this because I’m ashamed. I blame myself for it happening. I have been told that I look like ‘Barbie’ that I have a ‘body built for sec’ and other stuff. I don’t try to look this way I’m cursed with it.
I just want a guy to want me for who I am inside.
I met a guy on a dating site. He was really sweet. We had dinner and drinks then walked by the lake. In a clearing he started a small fire and we sat and talked. He tried to kiss me but I stopped him and told him I don’t do anything on the first date.
He got up to get more firewood. The next thing I remember was waking up and my head hurt. He must have hit me in the back of my head with something. I was naked and tied to a tree with my hands above my head and my legs open. My clothes were gone. He ** me.
I was found by a jogger who set me free. I wouldn’t let him call the police. We went to his car and he gave me a t shirt and drove me home.
It feel better confessing this.
Wish I had found you tied to that tree, time for round 2!
I'm so sorry you went through this. Shame is a tough emotion to deal with. Please don't blame yourself. This person who did it should bear all the blame. He is a criminal, he hurt you. Everyone deserves to be shown, and so do you, basic human decency. And it does not matter how one looks. Beauty and attractiveness are also subjective. Weirdos who say such nasty stuff appear everywhere though. Better to cut them out. Get some therapy if you can. And please remember it is okay to reach out for help.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeh! I will love you for you. Then I can ** my ** in your **. Scatological transfusion. Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo.