Why am I such a scrawny little **?

I am such a **. All I do is ** with women. I don’t know why God made me a ** any help from anybody would be highly appreciated. I am remarried to a girl, and I like to bite her on her face. I like to get drunk and beat her, I also abuse my children but I’m so much of a ** I don’t know what to do please can somebody help me I’m a ** ** oh I don’t know why I ** with women because I’m a ** ** and every time things start to go south I’ll just call the police because I’m a ** **