Thinking of you... way too much

I've been thinking of a man 20 years older than me every day for a week now. He and I connected through a professional event, and now I can't get him out of my head... in every way. He's single, though a father, so honestly pursuing anything would be questionable but fine... if I was also single.

I've been dating someone for a long time now, long enough that we live together, and long enough for me to know he's purchased a ring with big plans for the future. I can't tell if these feelings I have for my colleague are a sign of my discontent in my relationship, or simply me realizing this might not be *it* for me. I'm constantly asking him to change things, and realizing that it might be my fault for settling for someone not willing to meet me on my level.

I would do anything to be around him again. I don't know how to address this with my partner, or if I should just make an attempt at forgetting I ever had the thought.

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