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In love with my bestfriend
This is the least original confession ever, but I'm in love with my best friend. We're starting college in a week and we've known each other since 7th grade. Me, her, and one other friend have been a trio for the entire time, and I've never been as close with any other friends as I have with them. I cannot afford to lose our friendship, but I truly love her. It's to a degree where even her weaknesses and flaws in life have become beautiful to me, simply because they're a part of her. It was my birthday recently and she gave me a hand drawn portait of me, she's an artist. Over the years, I confessed to her once, a few years ago. She said we were too young, and she didn't want to date until college anyway. That could've been an excuse, and she never said she felt the same, and she probably hasn't even thought about it, since we just went back to being friends. But with our first semester starting so soon, and how much time I spend with her these days, it's almost impossible to get her out of my head. My car has horrible gas mileage and she lives 30 min away from me but I still offer to spend the gas money every time she's available to hang out. I would do anything for her, and I hate myself for wanting more than just her friendship. I feel like ken going in for the kiss at the end of barbie after she explicitly tells him it's not like that. That's why I haven't said anything even though I've felt like this a while now. But the reality is, no matter what I do I will always love this girl. I don't mean that I'll never get over her, I'm not that naive, and I know I'm very young. I've loved others before her, and I know how strong things can feel and how they can fade. But it's just the reality of my current situation.
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