I want to find a way to organize my thoughts and somehow communicate them to you in an open and honest way. I want you to know exactly what I want out of life and I want to know what you want too. I have a feeling that our aspirations are very similar. Not identical, but the big picture we are looking at is bound to intersect in all important aspects. If only there was a way to speak my thoughts directly to you, maybe then you would understand how I feel. There is no way though. Every thought goes through endless revisions before it finally travels from my mouth to your ears. These over analyzed thoughts get edited to the point that what starts out in my mind as "I want to run away with you, marry you, raise kids with you, retire with you in some far away land," comes out as "umm, what did you have for dinner?" I really want to prove to the world that love is eternal. Sure, there will be sad times, disagreements, even fights, but our love has the ability to withstand anything. I want the world to see this. I want you to see this. You are my world.