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I participated in animal abuse against my cat as a teenager
I’m a young adult, nearly twenty two, and there’s something I did as a teenager that continues to haunt me and leave me with guilt so bad that I feel that I don’t deserve love or to be happy.
I let my cat lick me on my privates. Multiple times.
I feel like I never deserve to be happy because someone who commits horrible things like that doesn’t deserve to, right?
Honestly I want to know if other people think that I deserve to be miserable for the rest or my life or if I deserve to die for what I’ve done, or if my hatred for myself, which is so extremely thorough and bone deep, is penance enough for it. I would never ever do it again. I’m disgusted by the fact that it happened and I’m disgusted by other people who do it on purpose over and over again and enjoy it. I wish that it never happened and so often I want to kill myself for it having happened.
Everybody has done something in their life, so you're not alone out here. Just look at the stories people bring up on this site. Just blow it off as **, teenage activity that you've moved on from and nothing to beat yourself up for as a more thoughtful adult. You're not the same person anyone.
Haitians eat the cats
I love eating cat but I'm not Haitian 😉