I don't want to be here anymore
I just want to die, without it being my fault in the slightest, without knowing it's coming, and as painless as possible.
I guess I should explain abit why I feel this way: I'm 31, I've never had a job, I quit school at the begging of 8th due to such relentless bullying that I was getting nothing but F's. I don't have a GED and I don't have an i.d or a SSC, I barely feel like a person anymore. I've been trapped in this hole for over a decade and it feels like the harder I try, the harder it is to escape. And nevermind the idea of love, my last relationship was years ago and I haven't had anything remotely close to it since, unless you count the crush I have on my best friend.
I just want to die and reset, I fully believe in reincarnation as well as the afterlife being a pleasant place, I just hope my next life is better than this one...
On second thought... the rest of us need your parking space, so... so long. ๐
Donโt do it