Cheated and Lost my Virginity

My boyfriend and I went to different colleges. I was a virgin. I went to a fraternity party with as a friend with another guy who was friends with my roomates boyfriend. We had a great time had drinks and danced. We were in my roomates boyfriends room talking sitting on the bed and he started kissing me. He asked if it was okay to keep going and I said yes. He put his hand up my top pushed up my bra and started rubbing my **. It felt good and he took off my top and bra and started licking and sucking on my **. I felt his leg between mine and it was rubbing against my **. I was wearing a short skirt and felt it creeping up. I felt myself getting wet and removed his shirt and pulled down his pants so I could feel his **. He told me he wanted me. I didn't want to lose my virginity to him. I said let me ** you. So I sucked him for a little bit and as I was doing that he reached around and slid his hand in my ** and started ** me. I was so wet and it felt so good when he touched my **. He pulled off my ** and then pulled my head up and told me to take his ** and rub it on my ** and **. I was doing that and was close to **. All of a sudden he thrusted forward and pushed himself all the way inside my **. I screamed and moaned because it hurt but also felt good. Being a virgin I never had this feeling before. I tried to push back a little and said no as I was moaning because it felt so good. He asked if he should stop and I said no and wrapped my legs around him. I came so hard and then felt a warm rush inside me as he came inside me. We kept kissing and rubbing each other. He fingered more and made me ** again. We got dressed, but could not find my **. I'm sure he took them. We went back to the party me without any ** feeling ** drip out of me. I never told my husband. Only other person that knew was my roomate and her boyfriend who sort of watched us but also had ** with her boyfriend in the same room as us at the same time. My husband still thinks he was my first.