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Beared False Witness.
I, with absolute certainty, believe in the existence of our God his son, Jesus Christ. Yet I'm hesitant on labeling myself Christian, mainly because I'm what the Bible is considered to be lukewarm. That means I don't follow God's teachings persistently. So, I'm writing this confession to not only push me into becoming a better, godly person, but to make up for my evil actions, and to clear the air. I beared false witnesses, accusing an old friend of mine sexual assault when I was 15. What provoked me? Him and I were having a conversation, he said something that made me change my entire perception of him as a person, realizing he was a lot like me. This was not a good thing I hated myself severely and still do to this day. And so I decided to avoid him altogether, this triggered him into insulting me during class. During this time, I had a fragile ego and was easy to humiliate, I would hold grudges as well. And so him insulting me caused me to skip school everyday, when I was caught, the only excuse I could think of was that I was avoiding an old friend because he grabbed my private area unwarranted. But this was not true you see. And I still don't even like this guy, I know he's still this ignorant bitchy fool but what I did was so wrong and unnecessary. His name was Cassius D, he lived in Carson. My initials are M.W. One thing holding me back from telling everyone about what I did, is the fact that I told my family that my brother touched me sexually when I was nine, because he did. God kill me now if I'm lying about this, I'm not. When I confess to everyone that I lied about Cassius, they'll then side with my pedophilic brother, thinking I lied about him too. Even if this doesn't happen though, my siblings who are disrespectful ignorant people, will turn against me if I start correcting their behavior. This might be my punishment from God.
This confession is pushing me to tell my closest friend at least...if I do not confess, I will not change as a person even if I were to avoid doing such thing again. Because to continually deny is to be put in the frequency of tempted sinning and evil actions. My life is unfortunate. I am upset everyday. I have these different disabilities. I'm ugly, stupid and unliked. I will burn in **.
The word is "bore" as in the past tense "I bore false witnesses"... But an ignorant Bible thumper like you wouldn't know that. You probably skipped school so you could sit on your fat ** and read that ** book of lies, AKA the Bible.