Account Login
Used and forgotten
You used me its simple as that. You wanted a friend. Even when we dated you never show you care. I was just friend. I was blind to see. Seeking your approval. Its explains why you never flirted or showed affection to me its because you only saw me as a friend. And when you did it was only the type of affection you show a friend. My friends warned me and I never listen. Chasing approval and affection from someone who just didn't care about me. And now u got friends you pushed me away. I was just used. Simple of that. Perhaps natural selection. Oh well ** you ramirez.alondra1. I hope it was worth it and my happiness . Best part i strain and destroy my friendships defending you. What a cosmic joke. It was foolish to think I could be happy.
Aug 27
I was eleven and seriously crushing on this sixteen year old guy that lived in the same building I did. We'd like talk on the stoop often and eventually, up in the top floor stairway landing, I just totally lost my virginity to him before I was twelve and too young to get pregnant. We had ** like on five or six separate occasions then he like totally disappeared. He was like gone. I was devastated and heart broken. I eventually found out through my older teen girl cousin who was friends with his family that he was a foster kid that was moved back to his real family. He lied and used me for **.
I never told anybody. It's so uncomfy to write about it but here it is.