I was sexually molested by three
I was sexually molested by three different men when I was younger. All of them close to me. I was never really scarred by it. So many women have intamacy issues later on in life when this happens but I don't. The only bad thing that happened to me after wards is the bad choice to just lose my virginity to a guy I didn't love when I was 15 just to get it out of the way. I've had s** with 5 men since then (I'm 21) and I've only really loved 2 (including the man I'm with now)
Sometimes I feel aweful that I don't suffer from being sexually molested becuase so many other women do. I feel guilty.
Now I sometimes want to play out rape or sexual abuse fantasys with my boyfriend, but I'm afraid to ask him cause he'll think its sick.